I delayed my eating since it felt like Gaia wanted to say something.
Me: I see you were being erotic with me again during a meditation, not that I mind, it is enjoyable.
Gaia: yes lover, fun and pleasure for us both, sharing pleasure, sensual joy, love But I did it low enough & light since it wouldn't really interfere or distract you from your guided meditations, those are great by the way, keep doing them.
<here she came closer to me, felt like I was in an anthro orca form again. She started caressing my chest then moved down to my belly then my maleslit as she said the following. and I think she was in an earth human woman form.
Gaia: as for why I'm doing this sexy, well, <she leaned in closer in my mind's eye to kiss me, having reached my male slit with one hand and started caressing it. I could feel it though most of me was in the human body, part of me was in my orca form.> we do resonate as some would say lover, and I'd say we are mates. after all lover look how often we've done it and how our energies resonate, that is besides why you're here to anchor energies into the earth grid of my physical form. that is just, icing on the cake sexy. The love, pleasure, resonance of our being, that flows between us flows like a river. You have felt it before and do so now. So why wouldn't I consider you one of my lovers & mates also. the way we resonate, have shared pleasures, though you're not as sensitive or aware, sadly, as you can be being incarnated in a earth human body, but that will very soon change, you'll be back to your self, your true self, then you'll really understand even more then you do now and some of the fun that we can share can really start.
You can say the very universe & source sees us as lovers & mates since our love, pleasures, the pleasures and being that we've shared, the sex, we consider ourselves that, even if we were not always aware of it, our, your true self always was aware of this.
me: i guess it's to do with how our energies resonate, what brings us pleasure, joy, feels right ect. and our being lovers & mates does feel like all that.
Gaia: since we resonate well, why should we not share pleasures, love, sex, our being, with each other. you can say its going against what is right and proper not to do so. When we have we were going with the flow and what is right, and you are very sexy by the way, many of us think so. But you go and eat and rest sexy, your body needs the food and rest. i do appreciate you delaying that a bit so we can talk <here she kissed me again. At this point I thought why not and put my hands on her behind to caress it.> Nice, I was wondering when you would do that. But go and eat and rest. we'll talk later and yes, there are other planetary beings in similar relationships, and identical ones, with you, stellar, star beings too, and others on up from that.
Bye till later sexy. <she gave my chest a last caress>.
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Wed [9-30]
Tuesday: I did the 5th guided solar radiance meditation and again it went great. I felt the solar light again as well as the 3 masters that Orin talked about. As well as their light and sending it to me and having the disired positive effect. When Orin mentioned each of the upper center that that master would send light to I just used a light body energy center. 2 for the head one. Then After the light effected me I visualized it going through the whole earth's solar system. As well as my own light and radiance. All in all it went great, just I don't have a lot to talk about.
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Tuesday: I did it for the 2nd time today and it went great. it went just like it did above, a great meditation. And when it came time for me to pick a person for me to send the solar radiance to and of the 3 masters, I picked everyone in earth's solar system, and especially Gaia. I also had a brief conversation I'll put into my channeling thread. And a mental image of what looked like what I felt like some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian being.
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Wedensday: I dd the 6th solar radiance guided meditation course. I am thinking I may speed up doing these. I am really enjoying doing these, more then the radiance: self exciting ones, but if I get this one done a day early, I can then start the 2nd pass for the radiance: self exciting that much faster and will do that one accelerated, so I can get it done faster. maybe getting all 24 done within a week.
I think the meditation went great. I could feel the solar light entering my body again as well as the 3 masters who took me to a place I could feel, but see. At first I was in some sort of biped body, but switched to a to an orca body since the energy there entering me, and my mental, then later my emotional body, made me feel very light, like I was floating. I felt very light and like it was making me feel lighter as well as radiating even more light then I was doing before. and doing that for my mental and emotional bodies too. Think I may do a simpler shorter version of this mediation without the audio frequently. Very great meditation and simple also.
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The other idea I had is continue to do the solar radiance 1 meditation twice a day, but start doing the radiance: self exciting today starting to do that 2nd pass and do it faster so 2 today and 2 different meditations a day till I get the solar radiance 1st pass done, then starting on Saturday start doing 4 a day on the days when I can. Thus getting it done faster. The 2nd pass for solar radiance I doubt I'll speed up any.
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I get the strong feeling that my true self is sort of like drumming his fingers wanting me to return home, not like he's super impatient or hates the wait, but wishes it were not to long and prefers very soon over soon. just the general feeling I am feeling before I start the solar radiance guided mediation for the 2nd time.
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Wednesday: I did it for the 2nd time and it went super great, just like before pretty much, with some minor changes. One difference was in that place though I was in in orca form, non earth, instead of being right side up I was facing the other way. I just mentally shrugged and went with it. Also this time I went very very deep and it took me, I'd guess, maybe 10 minutes to very slowly come out of it. Very nice. I'd label it a great meditation overall.
1 difference was at the start of the meditation I was in 2 bodies, the human on and an anthro orca one, with Gaia behind me. She had her arms under mine and was caressing my smooth anthro orca chest before she moved around to the front to give me oral sex, then moved back to behind me with her arms under mine & caressing her chest. Then she said for me to focus on this meditation and she seemed go fade away pretty quickly, though not instantly. No idea why that happened or why she tends to be mostly erotic towards me, but I just mentally shrug and go with it. No idea also why she seems to prefer me being an orca, either anthro or non anthro. but I just shrug and go with that too.
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I did the 1st radiance: self exciting, building the light body as part of the accelerated 2nd pass and it went well. though most of it was an introduction with Daben talking and occasionally running the energy for 1 of the Light body energy centers from the 1st up through the 5th. There was also Gaia there, as before. I was an anthro orca again and she was behind me caressing my chest, though during part of it she did reach down to caress either side of my male slit till my maleness emerged then she rubbed that. After a bit I could feel she took the generated sexual energies and caressing my body from my groin upwards took it into both my light body heart center and some into my Fullonia, no idea why. So overall it was a good meditation, no idea why Gaia popped up and did what she was doing, though I'm not complaining, it was very enjoyable.
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I did the 2nd meditation of the radiance: self exciting course. It went very well. It was mainly Daben talking and running the energies for 6 of the 7 light body energy centers, skipping the 6th one. I imagined my Renawre cocoon larger then the size of the earth, overlapping a bit with Venus and Mars's orbits. Not much to talk about but this. I could feel the energies I'm channeling, anchoring or whatever the term is, and they did have some different feels to them, felt different that is.
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Tuesday: I did it for the 2nd time today and it went great. it went just like it did above, a great meditation. And when it came time for me to pick a person for me to send the solar radiance to and of the 3 masters, I picked everyone in earth's solar system, and especially Gaia. I also had a brief conversation I'll put into my channeling thread. And a mental image of what looked like what I felt like some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian being.
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Wedensday: I dd the 6th solar radiance guided meditation course. I am thinking I may speed up doing these. I am really enjoying doing these, more then the radiance: self exciting ones, but if I get this one done a day early, I can then start the 2nd pass for the radiance: self exciting that much faster and will do that one accelerated, so I can get it done faster. maybe getting all 24 done within a week.
I think the meditation went great. I could feel the solar light entering my body again as well as the 3 masters who took me to a place I could feel, but see. At first I was in some sort of biped body, but switched to a to an orca body since the energy there entering me, and my mental, then later my emotional body, made me feel very light, like I was floating. I felt very light and like it was making me feel lighter as well as radiating even more light then I was doing before. and doing that for my mental and emotional bodies too. Think I may do a simpler shorter version of this mediation without the audio frequently. Very great meditation and simple also.
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The other idea I had is continue to do the solar radiance 1 meditation twice a day, but start doing the radiance: self exciting today starting to do that 2nd pass and do it faster so 2 today and 2 different meditations a day till I get the solar radiance 1st pass done, then starting on Saturday start doing 4 a day on the days when I can. Thus getting it done faster. The 2nd pass for solar radiance I doubt I'll speed up any.
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I get the strong feeling that my true self is sort of like drumming his fingers wanting me to return home, not like he's super impatient or hates the wait, but wishes it were not to long and prefers very soon over soon. just the general feeling I am feeling before I start the solar radiance guided mediation for the 2nd time.
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Wednesday: I did it for the 2nd time and it went super great, just like before pretty much, with some minor changes. One difference was in that place though I was in in orca form, non earth, instead of being right side up I was facing the other way. I just mentally shrugged and went with it. Also this time I went very very deep and it took me, I'd guess, maybe 10 minutes to very slowly come out of it. Very nice. I'd label it a great meditation overall.
1 difference was at the start of the meditation I was in 2 bodies, the human on and an anthro orca one, with Gaia behind me. She had her arms under mine and was caressing my smooth anthro orca chest before she moved around to the front to give me oral sex, then moved back to behind me with her arms under mine & caressing her chest. Then she said for me to focus on this meditation and she seemed go fade away pretty quickly, though not instantly. No idea why that happened or why she tends to be mostly erotic towards me, but I just mentally shrug and go with it. No idea also why she seems to prefer me being an orca, either anthro or non anthro. but I just shrug and go with that too.
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I did the 1st radiance: self exciting, building the light body as part of the accelerated 2nd pass and it went well. though most of it was an introduction with Daben talking and occasionally running the energy for 1 of the Light body energy centers from the 1st up through the 5th. There was also Gaia there, as before. I was an anthro orca again and she was behind me caressing my chest, though during part of it she did reach down to caress either side of my male slit till my maleness emerged then she rubbed that. After a bit I could feel she took the generated sexual energies and caressing my body from my groin upwards took it into both my light body heart center and some into my Fullonia, no idea why. So overall it was a good meditation, no idea why Gaia popped up and did what she was doing, though I'm not complaining, it was very enjoyable.
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I did the 2nd meditation of the radiance: self exciting course. It went very well. It was mainly Daben talking and running the energies for 6 of the 7 light body energy centers, skipping the 6th one. I imagined my Renawre cocoon larger then the size of the earth, overlapping a bit with Venus and Mars's orbits. Not much to talk about but this. I could feel the energies I'm channeling, anchoring or whatever the term is, and they did have some different feels to them, felt different that is.
109 - GAR, RED, BLUE, LUGIA, CETA [tue 9-29]
Gar: well I think it's time to introduce you to those orcas I mentioned, well 2 of them anyway. Think of them as the elders of the orca pod.
with the female I got the feeling of I should call her red.
Red: Just call me red. I'll wear a red scarf or ascot so the name'll fit, at least when we talk. <as she said this I saw her manifest first a red scarf around her neck, or the equivalent spot, then change it into an ascot. and I got the look of her looking me over.>
MMhmmm, yes, as the humans say, we'll make beautiful music together and I also mean literally. I can't wait to get your maleness <she used the more slang term but I'll use another term> into me, I can feel our energy does resonate indeed. You can feel it to can't you? <she does like a hug shifting into a partially anthro version. She had been in a non anthro version.
me: yes, it does.
Red: now to introduce you to a friend of mine.
Blue: just call me blue. if you call her red call me blue. <and I saw him manifest a blue ascot and like Red he was in a regular non anthro orca form. I felt like I was maybe semi anthro orca. not sure of my exact form i then felt blue slide his maleness into me anally, slowly, not that I protested since it felt right and very pleasurable.> ah, I do diffidently like how your energy feels. most wonderful and pleasurable. yes, we'll get along great, thanks for introducing us. <blue said the last part as he turned to look at Gar smiling then back to me.> but we'll call this short. Focus on the rest of your meditation, we'll talk later tonight.
Red: yes indeed.
then I saw the image of some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian. it didn't talk just like swam up to me curiously to look at me a few seconds before the scene ended.
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Me: so can any of you say if I'll be going home soon or if it's a ways off?
Red: well let me see. I see various varying factors, but while most point to very soon, I can't see an exact time, to many varying factors. But I do see most of your family does want you home very soon more then soon, as well as yourself, what I think you refer to as your full self, does see your mission is coming to a close soon, and according to your original soul contract and plan, you're part of the phase 1 group and it is shifting into the phase 2, though it's currently in an overlapping type period. Wish I could be more exact, but there are to many variables to pin it down. But I can see most of your family, if not more then most, and others, especially your true self as you call it, do want you back home as soon as possible.
But once you've been back for a bit, I know of more then a few of us that would like you to visit our pod, anytime you want. There's quite a few males and females that would like to have a bit of fun with you, sexual and non sexual fun. me for one.
Blue: and she's not the only one. I can tell you that. mmhmmm, very sexy you are. In more ways then one sexy.
me: I'm sure I'd like that. are you one of the sirius pods? and who was that other one, the aquatic reptilian or dragon that I saw briefly?
Red: you'll be popular here, let me tell you that. and you can call us a Sirius species if you want, but there are many many species around not of Sirius. We're not of earth origin, I'll tell you that. As for the other, he was curious, he's a pod member, though obviously not an orca himself. You'll like him also.
Blue: but no need to meet all of us at once, like there's no need to meet all of your family all at once. Plenty of time.
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Lugia: I think you and them will get along great. Very great. I do think you'll have fun and get along great with that pod of orcas, and some non orcas. Reminds me a bit of our family. Though not as varied, but that is ok. We all want you home very soon if not sooner, but it can only happen at a certain time. it involves many and not just one.
me: it's ok. It'll happen when it happens and not before. While I do want to go to my true home, I don't hate being here, not like before. Since I got in contact with you, or rather once you got in contact with me. I lost that really disliking being here. Though I do want to go to my true home, I'm neutral about being here. Though there are some fun aspects of being here, I'm sure it's nothing like being back at home.
Lugia: I'm glad to hear that. It may sound contradictory, but if you hated being on the earth, it would actually make transitioning and returning home harder then easier. being mainly neutral and finding some fun on earth, is actually the best since when the time comes, very soon we hope if not very very soon, then your transitioning and returning home will be very easy.
me: So will you send a vehicle of some sort of manifest one?
Lugia: well, we were thinking perhaps with doing one, with a few of us aboard it. that would make your returning home much easier since going from the earth right after your physical human body has died to here directly may not be as easy. A vehicle would let you do a slower transition home while some of us can visit and talk to you. make it more fun that way. You resting and us talking.
Me: I like that idea, consider it one of the options.
Lugia: Thanks dear, we'll diffidently add it to one of the options to implement at the appropriate time.
Ceta: believe me, there'll be a big homecoming party for you once you do arrive back home finally and fully. Wither it is very very soon, very soon, soon, or not os soon. We are hoping it is very soon or very very soon. and according to your original soul plan and contract it should be sooner rather then later, very soon in fact. We just can't say an exact date. maybe very vague like within 5 years is the first most likely, the 2nd is within 10 years. it depends on a number of factors like how fast phase 2 can be fully implemented and stabilized. Though it may take a bit longer, depending on factors of how fast phase 2 can get fully underway and fully stabilized. Though they are approaching a time when your soul contract and plan did say you'd not be needed and would return home. think on that. Things are variable, though we are doing what we can to not just get you home but to help with the shift, some of us, what we can do. some have no real skills but do help out now and then, as we said it's all hobbies on this side, no real 'job' unless one really loves something & does it a lot. though we'd consider it a primary hobby instead of a job. Besides, the orcas you talked to are not the only ones who have an interest in sharing or sex , though as you know sex is only a small part of sharing. many in this family love sharing also, in it's various forms and ways.
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Me: Since sharing fun, love, sensual, pleasure, doing what you want, ect is all natural, normal, and what should be done.
Ceta: indeed my son, lover. Indeed, you've had it right for a while now, that is good, very good.
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me: one of the folks at the Illumine Dharma said I shined like a saint or something like that.
Lugia: well dear the true reason why is a few things. among them is you do have the light of an angelic sort of being, the light of source, you are aware and have reached your true self, and us your true family, or as much as you can on the earth plane. You are, among other things, a stellar being of light, you are clear, or as clear as one can be on the earth. practically all clear. put those together and well you have the reason. Those in themselves are excellent reasons why she saw that you were shining like that. Continue as you are doing and it'll grow brighter still. As you grow brighter you grow closer and closer to your true self, closer and closer to being your true self, or as much as one can on the earth plane. Though that too is changing and someday, one day, all who are incarnated an live on the earth will come to know themselves as they truly are, instead of what they think they know of themselves.
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Me: so is there things about me or you that the 3d mind I have on earth would not comprehend?
Lugia: indeed, some things. But we've attempted to keep it in terms so the 3d mind can understand and comprehend. Though you've not had only a 3d mind. You did when you were younger, but it was, shall we say stretched a bit. and now it can understand things a regular 3d mind is unable to, plus with the shift going on this is changing things for you and everyone else. Plus you have more then just a 3d and 4d self. You have fully mastered 4th density and have a 5th density body as well. We'll leave it a secret if you are 5th density or 6th density. We do not see the point in making things very complex. Unless we have to.
Things are changing for the inhabitants of the earth. one day they'll understand far more then they understand now, especially on themselves.
Me: Thanks.
LUGIA: feel free to post this, it is getting late there.
CETA: yes, don't stay up to late, sexy lover.
with the female I got the feeling of I should call her red.
Red: Just call me red. I'll wear a red scarf or ascot so the name'll fit, at least when we talk. <as she said this I saw her manifest first a red scarf around her neck, or the equivalent spot, then change it into an ascot. and I got the look of her looking me over.>
MMhmmm, yes, as the humans say, we'll make beautiful music together and I also mean literally. I can't wait to get your maleness <she used the more slang term but I'll use another term> into me, I can feel our energy does resonate indeed. You can feel it to can't you? <she does like a hug shifting into a partially anthro version. She had been in a non anthro version.
me: yes, it does.
Red: now to introduce you to a friend of mine.
Blue: just call me blue. if you call her red call me blue. <and I saw him manifest a blue ascot and like Red he was in a regular non anthro orca form. I felt like I was maybe semi anthro orca. not sure of my exact form i then felt blue slide his maleness into me anally, slowly, not that I protested since it felt right and very pleasurable.> ah, I do diffidently like how your energy feels. most wonderful and pleasurable. yes, we'll get along great, thanks for introducing us. <blue said the last part as he turned to look at Gar smiling then back to me.> but we'll call this short. Focus on the rest of your meditation, we'll talk later tonight.
Red: yes indeed.
then I saw the image of some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian. it didn't talk just like swam up to me curiously to look at me a few seconds before the scene ended.
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Me: so can any of you say if I'll be going home soon or if it's a ways off?
Red: well let me see. I see various varying factors, but while most point to very soon, I can't see an exact time, to many varying factors. But I do see most of your family does want you home very soon more then soon, as well as yourself, what I think you refer to as your full self, does see your mission is coming to a close soon, and according to your original soul contract and plan, you're part of the phase 1 group and it is shifting into the phase 2, though it's currently in an overlapping type period. Wish I could be more exact, but there are to many variables to pin it down. But I can see most of your family, if not more then most, and others, especially your true self as you call it, do want you back home as soon as possible.
But once you've been back for a bit, I know of more then a few of us that would like you to visit our pod, anytime you want. There's quite a few males and females that would like to have a bit of fun with you, sexual and non sexual fun. me for one.
Blue: and she's not the only one. I can tell you that. mmhmmm, very sexy you are. In more ways then one sexy.
me: I'm sure I'd like that. are you one of the sirius pods? and who was that other one, the aquatic reptilian or dragon that I saw briefly?
Red: you'll be popular here, let me tell you that. and you can call us a Sirius species if you want, but there are many many species around not of Sirius. We're not of earth origin, I'll tell you that. As for the other, he was curious, he's a pod member, though obviously not an orca himself. You'll like him also.
Blue: but no need to meet all of us at once, like there's no need to meet all of your family all at once. Plenty of time.
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Lugia: I think you and them will get along great. Very great. I do think you'll have fun and get along great with that pod of orcas, and some non orcas. Reminds me a bit of our family. Though not as varied, but that is ok. We all want you home very soon if not sooner, but it can only happen at a certain time. it involves many and not just one.
me: it's ok. It'll happen when it happens and not before. While I do want to go to my true home, I don't hate being here, not like before. Since I got in contact with you, or rather once you got in contact with me. I lost that really disliking being here. Though I do want to go to my true home, I'm neutral about being here. Though there are some fun aspects of being here, I'm sure it's nothing like being back at home.
Lugia: I'm glad to hear that. It may sound contradictory, but if you hated being on the earth, it would actually make transitioning and returning home harder then easier. being mainly neutral and finding some fun on earth, is actually the best since when the time comes, very soon we hope if not very very soon, then your transitioning and returning home will be very easy.
me: So will you send a vehicle of some sort of manifest one?
Lugia: well, we were thinking perhaps with doing one, with a few of us aboard it. that would make your returning home much easier since going from the earth right after your physical human body has died to here directly may not be as easy. A vehicle would let you do a slower transition home while some of us can visit and talk to you. make it more fun that way. You resting and us talking.
Me: I like that idea, consider it one of the options.
Lugia: Thanks dear, we'll diffidently add it to one of the options to implement at the appropriate time.
Ceta: believe me, there'll be a big homecoming party for you once you do arrive back home finally and fully. Wither it is very very soon, very soon, soon, or not os soon. We are hoping it is very soon or very very soon. and according to your original soul plan and contract it should be sooner rather then later, very soon in fact. We just can't say an exact date. maybe very vague like within 5 years is the first most likely, the 2nd is within 10 years. it depends on a number of factors like how fast phase 2 can be fully implemented and stabilized. Though it may take a bit longer, depending on factors of how fast phase 2 can get fully underway and fully stabilized. Though they are approaching a time when your soul contract and plan did say you'd not be needed and would return home. think on that. Things are variable, though we are doing what we can to not just get you home but to help with the shift, some of us, what we can do. some have no real skills but do help out now and then, as we said it's all hobbies on this side, no real 'job' unless one really loves something & does it a lot. though we'd consider it a primary hobby instead of a job. Besides, the orcas you talked to are not the only ones who have an interest in sharing or sex , though as you know sex is only a small part of sharing. many in this family love sharing also, in it's various forms and ways.
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Me: Since sharing fun, love, sensual, pleasure, doing what you want, ect is all natural, normal, and what should be done.
Ceta: indeed my son, lover. Indeed, you've had it right for a while now, that is good, very good.
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me: one of the folks at the Illumine Dharma said I shined like a saint or something like that.
Lugia: well dear the true reason why is a few things. among them is you do have the light of an angelic sort of being, the light of source, you are aware and have reached your true self, and us your true family, or as much as you can on the earth plane. You are, among other things, a stellar being of light, you are clear, or as clear as one can be on the earth. practically all clear. put those together and well you have the reason. Those in themselves are excellent reasons why she saw that you were shining like that. Continue as you are doing and it'll grow brighter still. As you grow brighter you grow closer and closer to your true self, closer and closer to being your true self, or as much as one can on the earth plane. Though that too is changing and someday, one day, all who are incarnated an live on the earth will come to know themselves as they truly are, instead of what they think they know of themselves.
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Me: so is there things about me or you that the 3d mind I have on earth would not comprehend?
Lugia: indeed, some things. But we've attempted to keep it in terms so the 3d mind can understand and comprehend. Though you've not had only a 3d mind. You did when you were younger, but it was, shall we say stretched a bit. and now it can understand things a regular 3d mind is unable to, plus with the shift going on this is changing things for you and everyone else. Plus you have more then just a 3d and 4d self. You have fully mastered 4th density and have a 5th density body as well. We'll leave it a secret if you are 5th density or 6th density. We do not see the point in making things very complex. Unless we have to.
Things are changing for the inhabitants of the earth. one day they'll understand far more then they understand now, especially on themselves.
Me: Thanks.
LUGIA: feel free to post this, it is getting late there.
CETA: yes, don't stay up to late, sexy lover.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
108 GAR [Monday 9-29]
me: So, is my true form a concept or indistinct, or hard to describe in 3d terms?
<I waited a bit to see who would answer and what feels like a male dolphin appeared, or I had that mental image and feel>
Gar: Just call me Gar, it's a simple enough name to remember. think of us, brothers, after a fashion. our relationship is hard to describe, but think of is as brothers after a fashion. I'm usually in my male dolphin form, one of my preferred ones. As for your, true form. That one is complicated. Think of it as a sort of concept, since you are a number of things, or species if you wish to use that term. reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean, insect, unicorn, The light of what some would call an angelic type being, but still a being of light and could be considered a type of angelic being, source's light also. So putting those together that is what you are in a true form for those is hard for the 3d mind to conceive, being those all at once. instead of 1 species. But you've evolved past being any specific species, part of being those progenitor species that Lugia & Ceta gave you, as well as the angelic type being, giving you the light of a, what some would call an angelic type being, but not any specific species and source adding some of it's own light. Thus making you also a type of stellar light being as well. So one can say it is quite complicated. But we don't bother on such things.
As for your relationship, we are, think of us as lovers and members of the same family. I prefer being a male in most cases. but am open to the gender I have fun with. When I do that. There are lots of more types of fun then just what some would call sex, though that type of sharing is diffidently high on my list brother. Though we're not actual brothers I use the affectionate term since we are members of the same family. Karinus is a mutual friend of ours. Sara and I hang out with the Sirius pod at times. That's actually how I came to become a member of our family. She started teaching me a bit, showing me now things, along with sex of course, and well some others came to also teach and I did want to explore moving upwards. You can guess the rest. Great being here. I love being part of this family, all the love. As Karinus would say, it's awesome man, radical.
Original I was one of Sara's friends, well lovers later actually. And of course being a friend then lover of her means we met and became lovers and close friends too. Since if one is a close friend or lover of one of you, it's a cinch it'll be the same for the other also.
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Me: Thanks for coming. Didn't think I'd meet any more new family members till I returned home. Gar, does sound familiar.
Gar: yes, well Gar was used previously by a previous person that you don't resonate with, a sort of uncle friend type. but that's past. And, well, I didn't want to wait till the last minute. No complicated questions ok, I'm not as learned or wise as Lugia or Ceta or certain others. Relatively speaking I'm one of the newer family members. Radical here by the way I must say again. I thought the Sirius pod was great. is great really since I still visit it, and hang out here some, visiting my friends and such that are there.
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Me: So The pod you and Sara hang out is in the sirius system somewhere? on whatever dimension and 4th density but not 4th dimension?
Gar: Well, the pod is on a mostly water world. there are more then one, several worlds really in the so calls Sirus system. Some have colonized other worlds too. The unicorns like Maribelle & Moondancer are on one.
The pod still uses technology, tough some of us can just manifest what we want.
Though some of the technology may not be recognized as such by the folks of earth, & the pod also has developed spiritual abilities too, that and the giant crystals help too.
Me: Interesting.
Gar: yes, There are other pods you've hung out with though. Sara and I have visited some others, including an orca pod one. I think You'd like them.
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Me: so have we known each other long or have we incarnated anywhere together?
Gar: well, we've known each other for a while, of each other for a while longer. When you'd visit the pod, but I was to shy to talk to you. Sara was around so I did work up the nerve to talk to her then to you later. We became, well, lovers after that since the both of you thought it would help my shyness of meeting with you along.
As for incarnating together, well we've done it once or twice, well, once really. As brothers. i wanted to see what incarnating was like. It was sorta ok an sorta not. I've not really incarnated but that once. Incarnating isn't really for me.
me: that's ok, some do not incarnate. I think I've lost my interest in incarnating.
Gar: We've discussed that some of us here. it does seem that you are leaning heavily that way, the rest of you did discuss that with us. That and you're returning soon. though I certainly don't know what they may be soon or very soon.
But I can tell you that we are friends and lovers. I like to think close friends. I do hope you are home soon and quickly are your full self again. Earth is very dense, denser then any place I'd want to go to, that is for certain. You're certainly braver then I am. I'd not have gone there. But I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to or spend time with. Even more so when you get home. and now you have Gaia also. Quite a few you have, among friends, lovers and family members. Though family can be all those, if you are close to them. Some of us you are, and some not so much.
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me: DO you want to say anything?
Gar: just it's nice to talk to you again. you've come a long way since January or so. You'd be surprised how far you've come. we all will love it when you are here and some of us want it to be sooner then later, very soon for some. Though some are helping with the earth system shift in various ways.
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Me: So you think I'd like the Orca pod or some members?
Gar: yea, I do. I'll introduce you to them at the right time, don't you worry. They're all great.
Me: Thanks for this talk.
Gar: I enjoyed it also. We'll talk again, thanks. See and talk to you next time dude, bro, lover.
<I waited a bit to see who would answer and what feels like a male dolphin appeared, or I had that mental image and feel>
Gar: Just call me Gar, it's a simple enough name to remember. think of us, brothers, after a fashion. our relationship is hard to describe, but think of is as brothers after a fashion. I'm usually in my male dolphin form, one of my preferred ones. As for your, true form. That one is complicated. Think of it as a sort of concept, since you are a number of things, or species if you wish to use that term. reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean, insect, unicorn, The light of what some would call an angelic type being, but still a being of light and could be considered a type of angelic being, source's light also. So putting those together that is what you are in a true form for those is hard for the 3d mind to conceive, being those all at once. instead of 1 species. But you've evolved past being any specific species, part of being those progenitor species that Lugia & Ceta gave you, as well as the angelic type being, giving you the light of a, what some would call an angelic type being, but not any specific species and source adding some of it's own light. Thus making you also a type of stellar light being as well. So one can say it is quite complicated. But we don't bother on such things.
As for your relationship, we are, think of us as lovers and members of the same family. I prefer being a male in most cases. but am open to the gender I have fun with. When I do that. There are lots of more types of fun then just what some would call sex, though that type of sharing is diffidently high on my list brother. Though we're not actual brothers I use the affectionate term since we are members of the same family. Karinus is a mutual friend of ours. Sara and I hang out with the Sirius pod at times. That's actually how I came to become a member of our family. She started teaching me a bit, showing me now things, along with sex of course, and well some others came to also teach and I did want to explore moving upwards. You can guess the rest. Great being here. I love being part of this family, all the love. As Karinus would say, it's awesome man, radical.
Original I was one of Sara's friends, well lovers later actually. And of course being a friend then lover of her means we met and became lovers and close friends too. Since if one is a close friend or lover of one of you, it's a cinch it'll be the same for the other also.
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Me: Thanks for coming. Didn't think I'd meet any more new family members till I returned home. Gar, does sound familiar.
Gar: yes, well Gar was used previously by a previous person that you don't resonate with, a sort of uncle friend type. but that's past. And, well, I didn't want to wait till the last minute. No complicated questions ok, I'm not as learned or wise as Lugia or Ceta or certain others. Relatively speaking I'm one of the newer family members. Radical here by the way I must say again. I thought the Sirius pod was great. is great really since I still visit it, and hang out here some, visiting my friends and such that are there.
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Me: So The pod you and Sara hang out is in the sirius system somewhere? on whatever dimension and 4th density but not 4th dimension?
Gar: Well, the pod is on a mostly water world. there are more then one, several worlds really in the so calls Sirus system. Some have colonized other worlds too. The unicorns like Maribelle & Moondancer are on one.
The pod still uses technology, tough some of us can just manifest what we want.
Though some of the technology may not be recognized as such by the folks of earth, & the pod also has developed spiritual abilities too, that and the giant crystals help too.
Me: Interesting.
Gar: yes, There are other pods you've hung out with though. Sara and I have visited some others, including an orca pod one. I think You'd like them.
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Me: so have we known each other long or have we incarnated anywhere together?
Gar: well, we've known each other for a while, of each other for a while longer. When you'd visit the pod, but I was to shy to talk to you. Sara was around so I did work up the nerve to talk to her then to you later. We became, well, lovers after that since the both of you thought it would help my shyness of meeting with you along.
As for incarnating together, well we've done it once or twice, well, once really. As brothers. i wanted to see what incarnating was like. It was sorta ok an sorta not. I've not really incarnated but that once. Incarnating isn't really for me.
me: that's ok, some do not incarnate. I think I've lost my interest in incarnating.
Gar: We've discussed that some of us here. it does seem that you are leaning heavily that way, the rest of you did discuss that with us. That and you're returning soon. though I certainly don't know what they may be soon or very soon.
But I can tell you that we are friends and lovers. I like to think close friends. I do hope you are home soon and quickly are your full self again. Earth is very dense, denser then any place I'd want to go to, that is for certain. You're certainly braver then I am. I'd not have gone there. But I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to or spend time with. Even more so when you get home. and now you have Gaia also. Quite a few you have, among friends, lovers and family members. Though family can be all those, if you are close to them. Some of us you are, and some not so much.
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me: DO you want to say anything?
Gar: just it's nice to talk to you again. you've come a long way since January or so. You'd be surprised how far you've come. we all will love it when you are here and some of us want it to be sooner then later, very soon for some. Though some are helping with the earth system shift in various ways.
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Me: So you think I'd like the Orca pod or some members?
Gar: yea, I do. I'll introduce you to them at the right time, don't you worry. They're all great.
Me: Thanks for this talk.
Gar: I enjoyed it also. We'll talk again, thanks. See and talk to you next time dude, bro, lover.
Monday, September 28, 2015
Monday [9-28]
Today I did the 4th guided meditation of Solar radiance and for the most part it went very well. I could feel the solar radiance shine into my emotional & mental bodies filling me till once again I shone with the same radiance. I also was able to fill not just the solar system of the earth but also the whole universe with this same radiance and all areas of myself.
Though in the void area that Orin mentioned when she/he had me pick an area I wanted to know about, it remained totally blank, though a void still, it was no filled with the solar radiance, but I had no insights nor answers. just a sorta feeling of slight impatience. Not sure if it is from my true self, my true family, or a member of them or what. The questions were just curiosity on when will I be going to my true home & true family and how, how as in will this human body have to die and me experience dieing as a human, or will a ship come before that like Scarlett mentioned will happen to some folks that will return them to their star families. I got the same blank as before, but one filled with the solar radiance.
So overall a very good meditation, except for that 1 area, no answers.
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Since my sleep pattern has been messed up lately and I got no sleep last night I decided this morning and afternoon I'll take it easy, leave my fold up bed out and just take a lot of naps if I feel tired and not do that much including no real exercising since I hope this will help me get caught up on my sleep or as much as I can anyway.
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I was also thinking that with the 2nd pass with at least some audio light body courses I'll speed up on certain days and do 4 meditations so I can get through the 2nd pass of certain courses and when I redo all the courses together one last time before moving on I"ll do it at this accelerated pace. but the first time I do a course, what I do the 1st pass, I'll do it the regular 1 twice a day.
This is not cause I find some courses boring. Some I likely got and will get more from others, including some stuff I don't consciously noticed, but also I don't want to be buying a course I won't get to for over a year since currently the ones I'm doing if I did 1 meditation twice a day, some of the current ones I'll be taking, the current radiance: self exciting, and the 5 after that, will take almost a month to do just the first time, so this will speed that up a bit.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not sure what I'll pick for the question. maybe what my true self looks like. Overall the meditation went very well I think. Towards the end while Orin wa s talking I decided to see if I could feel the different frequencies and I did feel a number of them, the different ways the felt. The rest of the meditation went as well. I could feel myself shining with the same radiant light as the solar radiant solar sun that Orin says is the light of the soul plane. I added in the intention and belief it was also the light of source to that I was feeling and was radiating as well. I could feel this light go into my physical body, every cell, ect, also my emotional and mental bodies also. I visualized and did the intention that I was radiating this light not just through the earth's solar system, but also this whole universe.
As for my question of what my true self looks like, I got the indistinct form. Not formless. Then I got that it's a concept is what it looks like. Like in my case my true self's true form is a concept of unicorn, reptilian, avian, reptilian, cetacean, maybe insect, not sure about that, high level angelic being maybe, the light of source. that all at once. Think I may ask about it later tonight, if I feel like channeling.
Though in the void area that Orin mentioned when she/he had me pick an area I wanted to know about, it remained totally blank, though a void still, it was no filled with the solar radiance, but I had no insights nor answers. just a sorta feeling of slight impatience. Not sure if it is from my true self, my true family, or a member of them or what. The questions were just curiosity on when will I be going to my true home & true family and how, how as in will this human body have to die and me experience dieing as a human, or will a ship come before that like Scarlett mentioned will happen to some folks that will return them to their star families. I got the same blank as before, but one filled with the solar radiance.
So overall a very good meditation, except for that 1 area, no answers.
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Since my sleep pattern has been messed up lately and I got no sleep last night I decided this morning and afternoon I'll take it easy, leave my fold up bed out and just take a lot of naps if I feel tired and not do that much including no real exercising since I hope this will help me get caught up on my sleep or as much as I can anyway.
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I was also thinking that with the 2nd pass with at least some audio light body courses I'll speed up on certain days and do 4 meditations so I can get through the 2nd pass of certain courses and when I redo all the courses together one last time before moving on I"ll do it at this accelerated pace. but the first time I do a course, what I do the 1st pass, I'll do it the regular 1 twice a day.
This is not cause I find some courses boring. Some I likely got and will get more from others, including some stuff I don't consciously noticed, but also I don't want to be buying a course I won't get to for over a year since currently the ones I'm doing if I did 1 meditation twice a day, some of the current ones I'll be taking, the current radiance: self exciting, and the 5 after that, will take almost a month to do just the first time, so this will speed that up a bit.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not sure what I'll pick for the question. maybe what my true self looks like. Overall the meditation went very well I think. Towards the end while Orin wa s talking I decided to see if I could feel the different frequencies and I did feel a number of them, the different ways the felt. The rest of the meditation went as well. I could feel myself shining with the same radiant light as the solar radiant solar sun that Orin says is the light of the soul plane. I added in the intention and belief it was also the light of source to that I was feeling and was radiating as well. I could feel this light go into my physical body, every cell, ect, also my emotional and mental bodies also. I visualized and did the intention that I was radiating this light not just through the earth's solar system, but also this whole universe.
As for my question of what my true self looks like, I got the indistinct form. Not formless. Then I got that it's a concept is what it looks like. Like in my case my true self's true form is a concept of unicorn, reptilian, avian, reptilian, cetacean, maybe insect, not sure about that, high level angelic being maybe, the light of source. that all at once. Think I may ask about it later tonight, if I feel like channeling.
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Sun 9-27] & GAIA
I did the 3rd guided meditation of the solar radiance course and it went very well. For the people to shine the solar light on I picked my true family, Gaia, the Illlume Dharma folks, The current lovers I know of, Maribelle, Moondancer. My online friends I'll save for when I do the meditation for the 2nd time. not a lot to write on about the meditation. it went very well I think. I could feel the solar light and it in me and my own light becoming a perfect match of it's light.
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During this Gaia appeared and my other body was in the anthro dolphin form again. She straddled me, taking my maleness into herself. we talked a bit. During the meditation she and I hugged, no other sex other then having my maleness within her.
me: So why exactly is it that you're nearly always erotic towards, me, not that I'm complaining. it feels normal.
Gaia: Indeed it is, if it was wrong somehow you would feel it. As to why, well I do have certain, desires. our energies resonate. We are both sexual beings. you are a stellar light being. That adds some, shall we say spice to the sex and sexual desires.
me: and we'll continue being lovers after this incarnation is over? You'll not loose interest once I'm no incarnated here?
Gaia: far from it. Then we'll be able to really, have some fun. Or at least you'll be able to, shall we say, experience it in it's fullness. I'm certainly not the first planetary being you've, been in relations with, shall we say. I doubt I"ll be the last. Think of it as, one of the perks of what you do, as long as both are interested, and I'm more then interested. Not just in a short fling of 1 incarnation, but a permanent one. After all, we do really have forever. That is plenty of time to have all sorts of fun, hang and just talk, and so on. But I do assure you I am very much a sexual being. Some planets like some beings have no interest, some slight. I have considerable interest, as long as my energies and theirs resonate along a certain frequency or area. to keep it simple. you are much the same way. You certainly have more then 2 or 3 lovers,I can assure you of that. Some other planetary beings besides myself, you know of 1 stellar being, Sam. there are some lovers you know of, some of them among your family members and some not. Some are just waiting, taking it easy, till you are back home, either to not besiege you with half or all of them to fast, or they really dislike how dense things are here at the moment, but thanks to you, and others, that is changing and won't be this way for much longer.
Me: so very soon I'll be returning home, how soon is very soon. I guess you may feel mixed, about it?
Gaia: not mixed, it had to happen sooner or later, and once phase 2 is under way and stable was the original plan. while you won't be around 24/7, you'll be in full awareness and we can have some real fun then. so it evens out. Soon is hard to pin down. let's say the highest chance is with in 5 years. not that i'll be 4 years from now but within 5 years. could be let's say weeks, months a few years. the next likelest is within 10 years. very high within 10 years, almost as high within 5. hard to pin down more then that since it is so variable with lots of variables being involved.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well. I could feel the solar light. This time I could feel it coming into not just my energy bodies, emotional, mental, ect, but into my physical body also and into the cells where some still is. I also channeled a lot into Gaia and the solar system as well. It feels like it's new frequency I'm channeling, or maybe one i was channeling/anchoring all along and just not became aware of it. It went very well. This time for the people to send the solar light to I picked all my online friends.
over all feels like it went very well indeed.
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During this Gaia appeared and my other body was in the anthro dolphin form again. She straddled me, taking my maleness into herself. we talked a bit. During the meditation she and I hugged, no other sex other then having my maleness within her.
me: So why exactly is it that you're nearly always erotic towards, me, not that I'm complaining. it feels normal.
Gaia: Indeed it is, if it was wrong somehow you would feel it. As to why, well I do have certain, desires. our energies resonate. We are both sexual beings. you are a stellar light being. That adds some, shall we say spice to the sex and sexual desires.
me: and we'll continue being lovers after this incarnation is over? You'll not loose interest once I'm no incarnated here?
Gaia: far from it. Then we'll be able to really, have some fun. Or at least you'll be able to, shall we say, experience it in it's fullness. I'm certainly not the first planetary being you've, been in relations with, shall we say. I doubt I"ll be the last. Think of it as, one of the perks of what you do, as long as both are interested, and I'm more then interested. Not just in a short fling of 1 incarnation, but a permanent one. After all, we do really have forever. That is plenty of time to have all sorts of fun, hang and just talk, and so on. But I do assure you I am very much a sexual being. Some planets like some beings have no interest, some slight. I have considerable interest, as long as my energies and theirs resonate along a certain frequency or area. to keep it simple. you are much the same way. You certainly have more then 2 or 3 lovers,I can assure you of that. Some other planetary beings besides myself, you know of 1 stellar being, Sam. there are some lovers you know of, some of them among your family members and some not. Some are just waiting, taking it easy, till you are back home, either to not besiege you with half or all of them to fast, or they really dislike how dense things are here at the moment, but thanks to you, and others, that is changing and won't be this way for much longer.
Me: so very soon I'll be returning home, how soon is very soon. I guess you may feel mixed, about it?
Gaia: not mixed, it had to happen sooner or later, and once phase 2 is under way and stable was the original plan. while you won't be around 24/7, you'll be in full awareness and we can have some real fun then. so it evens out. Soon is hard to pin down. let's say the highest chance is with in 5 years. not that i'll be 4 years from now but within 5 years. could be let's say weeks, months a few years. the next likelest is within 10 years. very high within 10 years, almost as high within 5. hard to pin down more then that since it is so variable with lots of variables being involved.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well. I could feel the solar light. This time I could feel it coming into not just my energy bodies, emotional, mental, ect, but into my physical body also and into the cells where some still is. I also channeled a lot into Gaia and the solar system as well. It feels like it's new frequency I'm channeling, or maybe one i was channeling/anchoring all along and just not became aware of it. It went very well. This time for the people to send the solar light to I picked all my online friends.
over all feels like it went very well indeed.
Saturday, September 26, 2015
107 GAIA [Sat 9-26]
part of this was done during the 2nd time I did the guided meditation of the solar radiance audio course.
Gaia: hello sexy lover.
I had the mental impression she was caressing the chest of I guess my 4th density body. I briefly popped in as a point of consciousness to see what it looked like and it was an anthro dolphin. Her caressing of my chest was pretty erotic.
Me: you're very good at that. it's pretty erotic really.
Gaia: believe me, I've had a lot of experience. <she says smiling.> she looks like a human. it seems also like we're in a cave. Though the me in the human body is still doing the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time. the other me, and I was aware of both at the same time pretty much at the same time. We were in a cave. I could hear water dripping not to far off.
Gaia: think of this as a 4th dimensional cave. I think after you've been home for a bit, I want to be in this form, maybe the orca one, but diffidently think this one. Then after that, I want to do it in our true forms.
me: sure, if you really want. I feel also that you will want more kids in the future. I hope not all at once. It may wind up like Ma and Pa Kettle.
I felt she smiled in humor, though I'd guessed she'd know about human movies like that comedy movie series.
Gaia: we have all of eternity so no need to get like them, though I do have.... let's just call them, helpers, who would be willing to help with that.
me: really, what type of beings are they?
Gaia: let's just say they are... helpers of mine.
me: ok. Maybe you can tell me exactly what a Stellar light being is, if that is what I am.
Gaia: you are that, if one must use labels. <and she kept caressing my chest in an erotic fashion, we then switched to a beach with the surf washing over my anthro dolphin tail.>
As for what a stellar light being is. it's someone that reminds me that I'm a sexual being with .... certain needs, especially when your energy and mine resonate as close as they do. I don't show this side of myself to just anyone. Only to certain ones, like a certain stellar light being that, brings that out in me, reminds me of my sexual nature and certain needs. <she smiles to me again.> I'm sure you'll not mind spending time with me to, satisfy those certain needs and desires. We do resonate and I know we have certain, feelings for each other.
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me: I guess it's cause of either certain a relationship we may have before, or due to our energy resonating like it does.
Gaia: it's the 2nd one dear, believe me.
Me: and is this a secret, or would you admit it to anyone?
Gaia: if anyone asks about us or how I feel about you, no secrets there. I'm totally open about that, telling anyone, but they have to ask first. ask specifically how I feel about you, our relationship or the right questions.
me: and our son still a kid? I guess our daughter is still in that ambassador school you mentioned?
Gaia: yes to both. She'll be a while in learning to be an ambassador, a lot to learn and he may want to be a kid for a century or a few. I have some ... helpers shall I say watching him, with him. he has some, other kids to play with, some are yours too.
me: guess I have more then I consciously know of, since I don't recall much of my memories.
Gaia: indeed, and it's cause of the density of the earth, the earth system grid and human body collective grids are not, fully active, all that together is why you don't have much conscious access to your true being, memories and such.
But for a serious answer sexy. mmmmm, sexy is the right word. There is a certain reason why some of us call you that you know sexy. But part of what a stellar light being is is you're like a mobile sun. You have a, shall we say a higher light that you shine out. It helps some, systems, and other beings like incarnated and non incarnated beings, in various ways. it gets complicated, but your energy that you shine shall we say, helps other beings, planetary, solar system grids, universal grids, collective and individual grids. To keep it simple. A higher plane light, angelic light, source. mmmm, some of us feel that as an added sexy thing, if our energy resonates with you. but none of us are incarnated as earth humans, or if I am it'll be in a place or places you'll not meet. So I have you to myself the planetary being, or a multi dimensional part of her, as you are a multi dimensional part of your true being. Fully aware, but due to why I said, not consciously so.
That is part of why I find you, sexy and you bring out the sexual being in me, the main reason is the way our energy resonates, the fact you're a stellar light being, adds spice to that shall we say, a very sexy spice at that. mmmhmmm.
Me: uh, thanks. I know there are other lovers I have besides you. Some I suspect I don't know, like I've only met a small number of my true family.
Gaia: very true there, on everything you said, sexy. You are doing very well. keep up the great work. Very well indeed. You don't know how well you are doing. Or the number you are helping by just being who and what you are.
Go ahead and post this. I can say more, but you need your rest and all this typing isn't helping your forearms much, especially your right one. more proof you were meant to be left handed. We'll talk again later. and later on there may be a 2nd channel, but we may also give you a rest but we will talk again, that I do promise.
me: ok, thanks.
Gaia: and be sure to keep drinking lots of water like you've been doing. It helps with the shift and such.
me: thanks.
Gaia: hello sexy lover.
I had the mental impression she was caressing the chest of I guess my 4th density body. I briefly popped in as a point of consciousness to see what it looked like and it was an anthro dolphin. Her caressing of my chest was pretty erotic.
Me: you're very good at that. it's pretty erotic really.
Gaia: believe me, I've had a lot of experience. <she says smiling.> she looks like a human. it seems also like we're in a cave. Though the me in the human body is still doing the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time. the other me, and I was aware of both at the same time pretty much at the same time. We were in a cave. I could hear water dripping not to far off.
Gaia: think of this as a 4th dimensional cave. I think after you've been home for a bit, I want to be in this form, maybe the orca one, but diffidently think this one. Then after that, I want to do it in our true forms.
me: sure, if you really want. I feel also that you will want more kids in the future. I hope not all at once. It may wind up like Ma and Pa Kettle.
I felt she smiled in humor, though I'd guessed she'd know about human movies like that comedy movie series.
Gaia: we have all of eternity so no need to get like them, though I do have.... let's just call them, helpers, who would be willing to help with that.
me: really, what type of beings are they?
Gaia: let's just say they are... helpers of mine.
me: ok. Maybe you can tell me exactly what a Stellar light being is, if that is what I am.
Gaia: you are that, if one must use labels. <and she kept caressing my chest in an erotic fashion, we then switched to a beach with the surf washing over my anthro dolphin tail.>
As for what a stellar light being is. it's someone that reminds me that I'm a sexual being with .... certain needs, especially when your energy and mine resonate as close as they do. I don't show this side of myself to just anyone. Only to certain ones, like a certain stellar light being that, brings that out in me, reminds me of my sexual nature and certain needs. <she smiles to me again.> I'm sure you'll not mind spending time with me to, satisfy those certain needs and desires. We do resonate and I know we have certain, feelings for each other.
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me: I guess it's cause of either certain a relationship we may have before, or due to our energy resonating like it does.
Gaia: it's the 2nd one dear, believe me.
Me: and is this a secret, or would you admit it to anyone?
Gaia: if anyone asks about us or how I feel about you, no secrets there. I'm totally open about that, telling anyone, but they have to ask first. ask specifically how I feel about you, our relationship or the right questions.
me: and our son still a kid? I guess our daughter is still in that ambassador school you mentioned?
Gaia: yes to both. She'll be a while in learning to be an ambassador, a lot to learn and he may want to be a kid for a century or a few. I have some ... helpers shall I say watching him, with him. he has some, other kids to play with, some are yours too.
me: guess I have more then I consciously know of, since I don't recall much of my memories.
Gaia: indeed, and it's cause of the density of the earth, the earth system grid and human body collective grids are not, fully active, all that together is why you don't have much conscious access to your true being, memories and such.
But for a serious answer sexy. mmmmm, sexy is the right word. There is a certain reason why some of us call you that you know sexy. But part of what a stellar light being is is you're like a mobile sun. You have a, shall we say a higher light that you shine out. It helps some, systems, and other beings like incarnated and non incarnated beings, in various ways. it gets complicated, but your energy that you shine shall we say, helps other beings, planetary, solar system grids, universal grids, collective and individual grids. To keep it simple. A higher plane light, angelic light, source. mmmm, some of us feel that as an added sexy thing, if our energy resonates with you. but none of us are incarnated as earth humans, or if I am it'll be in a place or places you'll not meet. So I have you to myself the planetary being, or a multi dimensional part of her, as you are a multi dimensional part of your true being. Fully aware, but due to why I said, not consciously so.
That is part of why I find you, sexy and you bring out the sexual being in me, the main reason is the way our energy resonates, the fact you're a stellar light being, adds spice to that shall we say, a very sexy spice at that. mmmhmmm.
Me: uh, thanks. I know there are other lovers I have besides you. Some I suspect I don't know, like I've only met a small number of my true family.
Gaia: very true there, on everything you said, sexy. You are doing very well. keep up the great work. Very well indeed. You don't know how well you are doing. Or the number you are helping by just being who and what you are.
Go ahead and post this. I can say more, but you need your rest and all this typing isn't helping your forearms much, especially your right one. more proof you were meant to be left handed. We'll talk again later. and later on there may be a 2nd channel, but we may also give you a rest but we will talk again, that I do promise.
me: ok, thanks.
Gaia: and be sure to keep drinking lots of water like you've been doing. It helps with the shift and such.
me: thanks.
Saturday [ 9-26]
The Illumine Dharma meeting, a group that meets roughly quarterly, was a lot of fun. A fun almost 4 hours. I look forward to the next one. If I'm here then, and I guess I'll likely be since though some that I channeled, and that 1 other person did, said I'd be going home very soon, that could mean in 3, 5 or 10 years since to beings as old as however they are, very soon could be even 50 years. So I'll not really know what they meant till I'm on the other side.
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I did the 2nd solar radiance: being a becoming a more perfect light guided meditation and it went very well. I wasn't sure what Orin meant by shining the solar light, the solar light so I instead imagined the universal sun going to my Fullonia so it was the same type of light energy and it shined throughout my entire energy systems. It felt great and right, that I was shining like the solar light was. Orin says it's the light of the soul planes. I just go with it's either the light of source, or a part of source itself, or something along those lines. Anyway it went great. Not sure if I needed to be clear, but it helped in many ways, I can tell.
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I did the Solar Radiance for the 2nd time and it went great. When Orin said to pick something to shine the solar light on I picked, my whole being, instead of an issue, fear, something else. My entire being, energy bodies, physical, etheric, emotional, mental, light, my whole being. It went great. I breathed in the light and it went through my entire body, I could feel it and it felt great, it left me feeling great, fantastic. Though Gaia popped up to talked to me during this, I'll be putting it in a channeled message. Not a lot to say, though the meditation went great and I could feel the solar light and I could feel before the end I was shining with inner solar light. It's not Sol, the star of the earth system, but some higher plane. Orin says of the soul plane. Like I mentioned before I'll just assume some higher plane, maybe soul, maybe a part of source or source itself. Anyway it did go great and I feel fantastic, though also thirsty and like I've still not quite had enough sleep.
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I did the 2nd solar radiance: being a becoming a more perfect light guided meditation and it went very well. I wasn't sure what Orin meant by shining the solar light, the solar light so I instead imagined the universal sun going to my Fullonia so it was the same type of light energy and it shined throughout my entire energy systems. It felt great and right, that I was shining like the solar light was. Orin says it's the light of the soul planes. I just go with it's either the light of source, or a part of source itself, or something along those lines. Anyway it went great. Not sure if I needed to be clear, but it helped in many ways, I can tell.
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I did the Solar Radiance for the 2nd time and it went great. When Orin said to pick something to shine the solar light on I picked, my whole being, instead of an issue, fear, something else. My entire being, energy bodies, physical, etheric, emotional, mental, light, my whole being. It went great. I breathed in the light and it went through my entire body, I could feel it and it felt great, it left me feeling great, fantastic. Though Gaia popped up to talked to me during this, I'll be putting it in a channeled message. Not a lot to say, though the meditation went great and I could feel the solar light and I could feel before the end I was shining with inner solar light. It's not Sol, the star of the earth system, but some higher plane. Orin says of the soul plane. Like I mentioned before I'll just assume some higher plane, maybe soul, maybe a part of source or source itself. Anyway it did go great and I feel fantastic, though also thirsty and like I've still not quite had enough sleep.
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Friday, September 25, 2015
Friday 9-26
I did the first guided meditation for Solar radiance - becoming a more perfect light. I wonder what this course of guided meditations will be like. I did the first and it went very well. I could see the solar light in my mind's eye. I could also feel it it shined it's energy on me, into me, my emotional & mental bodies and so on. a very interesting guided meditation. So I think it went very well.
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PS: The stuff that follows is a mix of journal and channeling since I forgot I had done a sentence this morning and the 2nd guided meditation was short. I also didn't think I'd channel to much so I thought why not just do it as a combined journal & channeling type thing.
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I do feel this morning that I have a great deal of inner excitement about going home soon or very soon.
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I did the guided meditation for the 2nd time. Not much to report since it was about the same as before. I missed part of it since I went unconscious. Not sure if I was tired or went to deep into my meditative state.
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me: so can you say with finer detail when I'll return home. Not that I want to hurry it along. just curious, and sorta feels like a holding pattern sort of thing.
Ceta: well son, The exact time of this is fluid since it is depending on a number of factors. We can only give a vague sort of time. perhaps more precise as time passes and after certain things have passed. I could give a sorta vague time. maybe within 5 earth years. it depends on a number of factors. within 10 years is even more possible. it really is hard to say since it is to early. Things could progress very fast and it may be sooner but let's say the first possibility is within 5 years. let's say maybe some time in your 50's, or before.
The holding patters is an accurate thing. Since you can say it is that. But do try to have fun and continue according to your plans for the light body courses and if any non light body courses interest you that Orin & Daben as well as certain kindle books.
The growth and growing awareness, awakening to more of your true nature does help others who are incarnated on the earth as well as helping you as well. You are aware and awakened to more of your true nature while incarnated on the earth, which really is a big deal, to use an earth human expression, as well as it'll help you on this side also.
Like we said once you're back here you'll have the choice to merge back into your full true self, remain, like you are now, as aware as your true self is, and of you being yourself and your true self at the same time, able to focus on which you want. You can focus on what you want and prefer to do, aware of what your true self is doing as well as being as multi dimensional as your true self. We'll all react to you as to your true self since you are your true self and will be aware of this. It is a big deal to achieve this level you have on the Earth as you have. and you'll only go up from here. Though you'll be much more aware then you are now, especially of your full self, you can call it.
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I was thinking. I feel that since I'm incarnated as a human my awakening to as much of my true self and clearing myself out as much as I can reflects that in the human collective since I feel I'm connected it to a degree since I'm incarnated here, though I'm not a permanent member, not being a native earth human. And by awakening to as much of my true self and true nature as I can and becoming as clear as I can, this makes it easier for others to do the same. Also as others do also, this reflects on the earth human collective so that over time it becomes easier and easier for others to do the same. In time more and more will be ready and it'll be a large percentage that is ready and is awakened and as aware of their true natures as possible and as clear also.
Though some will not be ready for this or will not want to do this, and I feel there are options. Other worlds they can go to. They can also incarnate in earth's past. Also perhaps if they want to get ready they incarnate back during this time again to have a 2nd chance to experience awakening and so on.
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I also feel that as I was told, I just need to do what I really want to do, what excites me. The true full me may have other extensions that are doing other things. so together I may be doing many many things at once.
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Ceta: the reason for the feeling like you're in a holding patter is in part due to the fact phase 2 is underway but it's not the right time for you to leave yet. Also it's due to your original soul contract and plan, to be part of the phase 1 folks, and experience awakening as a human for the novelty of the experience, and since it would help the collective, in the way that you said earlier. Very simply put with no unneccessary complexity.
You've done this sort of thing on other worlds before, a thing you like to do at times, but none have really been as dense as the earth where you've incarnated. For such dense worlds you've usually remained on this side and helped in some of the ways we've discussed before. the primary places you've incarnated have all been far less dense then the earth. The earth being the first place of such denseness where you have incarnated, and part of it was due to earth's being a special case. So you are not new to this sort of thing, though you are new to being incarnated on such a dense world. Though that is changing and over time earth, and the inhabitants and incarnates, will grow less and less dense, and awaken more and more to their true natures. It'll help others also who are not incarnated on the earth as an earth human. Some of the so called more negative types like reptilians will be helped also, not all of them, but some will be. and the earth going through this shift will help others also in similar and other ways.
So you were not planning on being a big type like others who channel and are awakened to their true natures. You've done that before on other worlds. The anthro dolphin one, for example, you were similar to combining Matt khan, and Duane Packer where you'd give lectures and such, help others who were of the same mission but not awake or had doubts, as well as doing audio such types of courses.
So this one was meant to be a more quiet life, part of phase 1. perhaps, and likely, helping out the further parts of the shift on this side since the current phase is shfting into phase 2, here the focus is on helping the incarnates. not as many phase 1 folks are needed, and some, if not many or all, I've not really looked into it do deeply, will anchor some of the energies, as well as the phase 3 generation. Their very being here causes some energies to be anchored since they could not incarnate without the energies being anchored here in the first place. That is keeping it simple. It really gets much more complex then that. Especially with what some are doing on this side and the incarnate side together. Both sides are needed and all are an important part of the overall whole plan.
Earth will be a great place. It'll take time, 1 day at at time, 1 step at a time. but it'll happen.
Me: so I guess I am pretty high since it takes that to anchor and run the energies since like you said one can't anchor in energies one's not native to or below what one is native to.
Ceta: certainly, that and one has to have an interest in doing that sort of thing. many do, many do not. That is one of the things you enjoy doing, though usually on worlds not as dense as the earth is. Though as I and others have said, that is changing.
Part of the reason you don't recall everything is your human nature. It is not, one can say plugged in, compatible. The earth gridwork is not fully active. It's been actually very inactive, though with each passing second now one can say more & more of it is going online. then there is the, what you can call the human framework DNA. It's not as active as it should be. Due to, in no small part, to meddling, for various reasons, unimportant to go into now. Though that is changing too.
Your will have many many hobbies here, many friends, lovers, family, those you are close to.
If one is curious what the other side is like, Astral city does give some glimpse, though simplified it is a good introduction. one can also look at what is the best about earth, the most enjoyable, exciting, inspiring, and that'll give some more brief glimpses.
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PS: The stuff that follows is a mix of journal and channeling since I forgot I had done a sentence this morning and the 2nd guided meditation was short. I also didn't think I'd channel to much so I thought why not just do it as a combined journal & channeling type thing.
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I do feel this morning that I have a great deal of inner excitement about going home soon or very soon.
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I did the guided meditation for the 2nd time. Not much to report since it was about the same as before. I missed part of it since I went unconscious. Not sure if I was tired or went to deep into my meditative state.
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me: so can you say with finer detail when I'll return home. Not that I want to hurry it along. just curious, and sorta feels like a holding pattern sort of thing.
Ceta: well son, The exact time of this is fluid since it is depending on a number of factors. We can only give a vague sort of time. perhaps more precise as time passes and after certain things have passed. I could give a sorta vague time. maybe within 5 earth years. it depends on a number of factors. within 10 years is even more possible. it really is hard to say since it is to early. Things could progress very fast and it may be sooner but let's say the first possibility is within 5 years. let's say maybe some time in your 50's, or before.
The holding patters is an accurate thing. Since you can say it is that. But do try to have fun and continue according to your plans for the light body courses and if any non light body courses interest you that Orin & Daben as well as certain kindle books.
The growth and growing awareness, awakening to more of your true nature does help others who are incarnated on the earth as well as helping you as well. You are aware and awakened to more of your true nature while incarnated on the earth, which really is a big deal, to use an earth human expression, as well as it'll help you on this side also.
Like we said once you're back here you'll have the choice to merge back into your full true self, remain, like you are now, as aware as your true self is, and of you being yourself and your true self at the same time, able to focus on which you want. You can focus on what you want and prefer to do, aware of what your true self is doing as well as being as multi dimensional as your true self. We'll all react to you as to your true self since you are your true self and will be aware of this. It is a big deal to achieve this level you have on the Earth as you have. and you'll only go up from here. Though you'll be much more aware then you are now, especially of your full self, you can call it.
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I was thinking. I feel that since I'm incarnated as a human my awakening to as much of my true self and clearing myself out as much as I can reflects that in the human collective since I feel I'm connected it to a degree since I'm incarnated here, though I'm not a permanent member, not being a native earth human. And by awakening to as much of my true self and true nature as I can and becoming as clear as I can, this makes it easier for others to do the same. Also as others do also, this reflects on the earth human collective so that over time it becomes easier and easier for others to do the same. In time more and more will be ready and it'll be a large percentage that is ready and is awakened and as aware of their true natures as possible and as clear also.
Though some will not be ready for this or will not want to do this, and I feel there are options. Other worlds they can go to. They can also incarnate in earth's past. Also perhaps if they want to get ready they incarnate back during this time again to have a 2nd chance to experience awakening and so on.
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I also feel that as I was told, I just need to do what I really want to do, what excites me. The true full me may have other extensions that are doing other things. so together I may be doing many many things at once.
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Ceta: the reason for the feeling like you're in a holding patter is in part due to the fact phase 2 is underway but it's not the right time for you to leave yet. Also it's due to your original soul contract and plan, to be part of the phase 1 folks, and experience awakening as a human for the novelty of the experience, and since it would help the collective, in the way that you said earlier. Very simply put with no unneccessary complexity.
You've done this sort of thing on other worlds before, a thing you like to do at times, but none have really been as dense as the earth where you've incarnated. For such dense worlds you've usually remained on this side and helped in some of the ways we've discussed before. the primary places you've incarnated have all been far less dense then the earth. The earth being the first place of such denseness where you have incarnated, and part of it was due to earth's being a special case. So you are not new to this sort of thing, though you are new to being incarnated on such a dense world. Though that is changing and over time earth, and the inhabitants and incarnates, will grow less and less dense, and awaken more and more to their true natures. It'll help others also who are not incarnated on the earth as an earth human. Some of the so called more negative types like reptilians will be helped also, not all of them, but some will be. and the earth going through this shift will help others also in similar and other ways.
So you were not planning on being a big type like others who channel and are awakened to their true natures. You've done that before on other worlds. The anthro dolphin one, for example, you were similar to combining Matt khan, and Duane Packer where you'd give lectures and such, help others who were of the same mission but not awake or had doubts, as well as doing audio such types of courses.
So this one was meant to be a more quiet life, part of phase 1. perhaps, and likely, helping out the further parts of the shift on this side since the current phase is shfting into phase 2, here the focus is on helping the incarnates. not as many phase 1 folks are needed, and some, if not many or all, I've not really looked into it do deeply, will anchor some of the energies, as well as the phase 3 generation. Their very being here causes some energies to be anchored since they could not incarnate without the energies being anchored here in the first place. That is keeping it simple. It really gets much more complex then that. Especially with what some are doing on this side and the incarnate side together. Both sides are needed and all are an important part of the overall whole plan.
Earth will be a great place. It'll take time, 1 day at at time, 1 step at a time. but it'll happen.
Me: so I guess I am pretty high since it takes that to anchor and run the energies since like you said one can't anchor in energies one's not native to or below what one is native to.
Ceta: certainly, that and one has to have an interest in doing that sort of thing. many do, many do not. That is one of the things you enjoy doing, though usually on worlds not as dense as the earth is. Though as I and others have said, that is changing.
Part of the reason you don't recall everything is your human nature. It is not, one can say plugged in, compatible. The earth gridwork is not fully active. It's been actually very inactive, though with each passing second now one can say more & more of it is going online. then there is the, what you can call the human framework DNA. It's not as active as it should be. Due to, in no small part, to meddling, for various reasons, unimportant to go into now. Though that is changing too.
Your will have many many hobbies here, many friends, lovers, family, those you are close to.
If one is curious what the other side is like, Astral city does give some glimpse, though simplified it is a good introduction. one can also look at what is the best about earth, the most enjoyable, exciting, inspiring, and that'll give some more brief glimpses.
106 Ceta [Thurs 9-24]
Me: what was that click that I heard & felt in my head and that thing I felt all throughout my head and body at the same time?
Ceta: That was just background stuff, not really important at all for you to know. Think of it as, another octave. There are some background things going on and you're sensitive enough to have felt and heard it. part of it is you became more sensitive, open, to your true self. I could get more technical but that is it basically, and some other stuff. also you can stream in a higher frequency of energy too.
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Me: What is source to us?
Ceta: we are source and source is us. also to some of us, the 2 of us for example, source is also a lover, close friend, and such like that. it may surprise some earth humans, but many beings can have a relationship with source like that, a close friend. once one gets past the concept that source shouldn't be up on a pedistal to be admired, bowed to, worshiped. Source can be one of your closest friends, along with yourself, since you are multi dimensional. You can also have source and yourself as a lover also. That's not to odd. though some may not be ready for that. But they'll find out eventually.
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Me: let's discuss us as lovers and being lovers with ourselves.
Ceta: Well, we've been lovers from almost the basic start since you choose to not start as a total blank slate, as some new beings personalities do. but once you started incarnating you learned more then if you had just stayed here all the time. and also as we've said you also hang out in places that are not the family areas, or the family plane or planet, let's label those as. So here it is not at all unusual for us to be lovers even though I'm one of your parents. I've discussed the fact there's not taboo here since we don't really deal with genetics here. it's energy here, if we must use a label. But for example relatives, say us, could create a new being using some of our energy, and it would be a perfectly new being, not like on earth where there's a chance for recessive genetic traits to be passed onto an offspring and with 2 recessive genetic problems to cause certain problems for the human body vehicle. But for the earth the taboo across many, if not all, cultures makes perfect sense, from a genetic stand point, as genetics work on earth at the present time.
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me: anything you'd like to discuss?
Ceta: you are doing great. Some of the stuff you are experiencing is , let's call it partial withdrawal, since the time is coming when you, what you do and the primary reason won't be needed since the 2nd phase or wave, whatever you wish to call it, is starting to come into their own, since this is the plan. it was the plan from the start. part 1, phase 2, wave 1, are all aliens really, anchoring in the energies and frequencies into the planetary and solar system grid. it helps with the shift and anchors in certain frequencies so the 2nd phase folks can be incarnated.
Some of the 1st phase folks would teach a bit, reveal some spiritual information since some would be ready for it, but most of the phase 1 folk's focus is on the planetary and solar system grid.
The 2nd phase are mostly aliens, but more and more native earth humans will be brought on board, more & more as time passes and a large group of the 2nd phase folk's focus is on those incarnated on the earth. Though they do anchor some frequencies of energy also. then there is the phase 3, which will come later. the plan, at least among most of us, for the native earth humans to be brought on board as they are ready and more and more of them being brought on board as they are ready till at a certain point it may be either mostly native earth humans are around an equal amounts of aliens and native earth humans. now as you know during this many aliens are incarnated as humans but are not native earth humans themselves. Some alien beings, beings of light, and so forth are not incarnated but are still helping the earth in ways some, if not many, would not be aware of.
Doing stuff like not preventing earthquakes, tsunamis and so on. but keeping the shift, gridwork, energy and such, smoothing out things so the various things are not as severe as they could be if some of us were not there. Also solar flares and such.
so according to your first original plan and soul contract was to return here, at some point after the 2nd wave or phase is fully stabilized and your energy is not needed since the next phase will be stabilized and underway.
You often have been helping with various worlds and systems shifts in the past. think of it as one of your hobbies. you are very experienced at that. one of the reasons you went to the earth as a phase 1.
and you'll still be lovers with Gaia after that, as well as certain other planetary beings, stellar beings, as well as incarnated and ensouled beings. You'll find you have friends, lovers, among a wide category of beings. Though we don't care of the category of beings since we see them all as individuals. a stellar, planetary being is not more important then a being incarnated on a planet. and in fact some planetary and stellar beings incarnate at times also, including during their time as a planet or star.
You'll also find having friends and lovers is normal. after beings are aware past a certain point there isn't just friend or lover, both are the same, you can say. There's just say degrees of lovers. close deep lovers. more casual lovers, like ones who you hang out together, talk, maybe play like a co op video game, love flows much more freely, including what some beings would call sex. Since sex on this side, and one day it'll be on earth too, is about sharing your being, love energy, pleasure, sensual. and more that English has no terms for.
as I've mentioned before with how dense earth is once you are on this side it may not be an instant poof you're back to yourself. You may need to rest once or twice on the way back here, or maybe not. and you may need time to become more and more of yourself. Though the progress you make in becoming and awakening to yourself does help others incarnated on the earth, it'll help also once you're on this side.
many of the fun things have equivalents on this side, many things on this side have no equivalents on the earth or only in fiction like the star trek: next generation holodeck. Though lower vibration and more negative types of stuff doesn't' really exist here, so none of those types of movies and such, or they have altered versions to be more positive.
But whenever the time comes you'll have at least 1 escort back here, that is normal all over everywhere any sentient incarnates. and you'll get back into the swing of things. some folks really dislike the earth and try to forget it as much as they can once they are back here, especially in past times. Though that in itself could be seen as a type of lesson too. You'll be able to remember better then you do now, the things with positive emotional impact will be much easier to remember, unless you are someone carrying around shame and such, though that is not a problem you'll have and on the earth, fortunately, with each passing day that is less and less, though many still have some or a lot of inner work they need to do. That'll be seen to in the coming days and years also, those that are willing to do so at least.
You are high. The folks who are part of phase 1 are not beginners. it takes an experienced being, and one of, let's say a high level being of light, to anchor and channel in the frequencies of energies and light that you are. one can not channel nor anchor in energies they are not native to and ones that are higher then they are. So think on that my son, lover. Just wanted to add that bit before you post then. talk to you next time
Gaia: What he says is true you know, sexy.
Ceta: That was just background stuff, not really important at all for you to know. Think of it as, another octave. There are some background things going on and you're sensitive enough to have felt and heard it. part of it is you became more sensitive, open, to your true self. I could get more technical but that is it basically, and some other stuff. also you can stream in a higher frequency of energy too.
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Me: What is source to us?
Ceta: we are source and source is us. also to some of us, the 2 of us for example, source is also a lover, close friend, and such like that. it may surprise some earth humans, but many beings can have a relationship with source like that, a close friend. once one gets past the concept that source shouldn't be up on a pedistal to be admired, bowed to, worshiped. Source can be one of your closest friends, along with yourself, since you are multi dimensional. You can also have source and yourself as a lover also. That's not to odd. though some may not be ready for that. But they'll find out eventually.
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Me: let's discuss us as lovers and being lovers with ourselves.
Ceta: Well, we've been lovers from almost the basic start since you choose to not start as a total blank slate, as some new beings personalities do. but once you started incarnating you learned more then if you had just stayed here all the time. and also as we've said you also hang out in places that are not the family areas, or the family plane or planet, let's label those as. So here it is not at all unusual for us to be lovers even though I'm one of your parents. I've discussed the fact there's not taboo here since we don't really deal with genetics here. it's energy here, if we must use a label. But for example relatives, say us, could create a new being using some of our energy, and it would be a perfectly new being, not like on earth where there's a chance for recessive genetic traits to be passed onto an offspring and with 2 recessive genetic problems to cause certain problems for the human body vehicle. But for the earth the taboo across many, if not all, cultures makes perfect sense, from a genetic stand point, as genetics work on earth at the present time.
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me: anything you'd like to discuss?
Ceta: you are doing great. Some of the stuff you are experiencing is , let's call it partial withdrawal, since the time is coming when you, what you do and the primary reason won't be needed since the 2nd phase or wave, whatever you wish to call it, is starting to come into their own, since this is the plan. it was the plan from the start. part 1, phase 2, wave 1, are all aliens really, anchoring in the energies and frequencies into the planetary and solar system grid. it helps with the shift and anchors in certain frequencies so the 2nd phase folks can be incarnated.
Some of the 1st phase folks would teach a bit, reveal some spiritual information since some would be ready for it, but most of the phase 1 folk's focus is on the planetary and solar system grid.
The 2nd phase are mostly aliens, but more and more native earth humans will be brought on board, more & more as time passes and a large group of the 2nd phase folk's focus is on those incarnated on the earth. Though they do anchor some frequencies of energy also. then there is the phase 3, which will come later. the plan, at least among most of us, for the native earth humans to be brought on board as they are ready and more and more of them being brought on board as they are ready till at a certain point it may be either mostly native earth humans are around an equal amounts of aliens and native earth humans. now as you know during this many aliens are incarnated as humans but are not native earth humans themselves. Some alien beings, beings of light, and so forth are not incarnated but are still helping the earth in ways some, if not many, would not be aware of.
Doing stuff like not preventing earthquakes, tsunamis and so on. but keeping the shift, gridwork, energy and such, smoothing out things so the various things are not as severe as they could be if some of us were not there. Also solar flares and such.
so according to your first original plan and soul contract was to return here, at some point after the 2nd wave or phase is fully stabilized and your energy is not needed since the next phase will be stabilized and underway.
You often have been helping with various worlds and systems shifts in the past. think of it as one of your hobbies. you are very experienced at that. one of the reasons you went to the earth as a phase 1.
and you'll still be lovers with Gaia after that, as well as certain other planetary beings, stellar beings, as well as incarnated and ensouled beings. You'll find you have friends, lovers, among a wide category of beings. Though we don't care of the category of beings since we see them all as individuals. a stellar, planetary being is not more important then a being incarnated on a planet. and in fact some planetary and stellar beings incarnate at times also, including during their time as a planet or star.
You'll also find having friends and lovers is normal. after beings are aware past a certain point there isn't just friend or lover, both are the same, you can say. There's just say degrees of lovers. close deep lovers. more casual lovers, like ones who you hang out together, talk, maybe play like a co op video game, love flows much more freely, including what some beings would call sex. Since sex on this side, and one day it'll be on earth too, is about sharing your being, love energy, pleasure, sensual. and more that English has no terms for.
as I've mentioned before with how dense earth is once you are on this side it may not be an instant poof you're back to yourself. You may need to rest once or twice on the way back here, or maybe not. and you may need time to become more and more of yourself. Though the progress you make in becoming and awakening to yourself does help others incarnated on the earth, it'll help also once you're on this side.
many of the fun things have equivalents on this side, many things on this side have no equivalents on the earth or only in fiction like the star trek: next generation holodeck. Though lower vibration and more negative types of stuff doesn't' really exist here, so none of those types of movies and such, or they have altered versions to be more positive.
But whenever the time comes you'll have at least 1 escort back here, that is normal all over everywhere any sentient incarnates. and you'll get back into the swing of things. some folks really dislike the earth and try to forget it as much as they can once they are back here, especially in past times. Though that in itself could be seen as a type of lesson too. You'll be able to remember better then you do now, the things with positive emotional impact will be much easier to remember, unless you are someone carrying around shame and such, though that is not a problem you'll have and on the earth, fortunately, with each passing day that is less and less, though many still have some or a lot of inner work they need to do. That'll be seen to in the coming days and years also, those that are willing to do so at least.
You are high. The folks who are part of phase 1 are not beginners. it takes an experienced being, and one of, let's say a high level being of light, to anchor and channel in the frequencies of energies and light that you are. one can not channel nor anchor in energies they are not native to and ones that are higher then they are. So think on that my son, lover. Just wanted to add that bit before you post then. talk to you next time
Gaia: What he says is true you know, sexy.
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Thursday [9-24]
I heard some say that on the 27 or 28th it'll be poof and you'll go to another dimension or new earth. Some others say it'll be like a blink and you'll be on 4d or 5d earth and it'll continue like normal. to me what feels more right is it'll be gradual. It may be the ones who die after that will go to 4d earth maybe. those who are not yet will live on 3d earth till they die normally. though some like me will be going home.
Though I may be wrong. guess we'll all know in a few days.
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I did the last guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting for the 1st time today. It went pretty well, though I felt and feel, only partially awake. I, as usual, had the Fullonia cocoon light/energy the size of the universe. I also imagined it going into my light body gridwork, mental body gridwork & emotional body also to charge that up, place my radiance there, do any needed upgrading, repairing, ect.
Oddly I felt a click type feeling in my head and also heard it at the same time, & some type of feeling all over and through my head and body at the same time. Can't describe it. Overall I think it went very well.
Starting tomorrow I'll do the 8 guided meditation course about the solar light. Wonder what that'll be like.
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I feel that recently I've been able to see my full self's perspective on certain things like some say being incarnated on the earth is like a play or a bad dream. A play is closer to the way things are, but not really a play since things are serious and are really happening, not like a play where everything is fictional. Though in one way it is a play in that roles are planned out, some decide to be this roll, others another roll. Your friend may be an enemy or rival here, when in your true home, where ever that is, he, or she, is not a rival or enemy but a friend or acquaintance.
that when the earth system was implemented they had not anticipated that some aliens would come here to meddle with things, like genetics, and other things, as well as some influencing things from the sidelines and remaining here. but that is changing, and many are learning from what happened here, including and especially those who were in charge of and implemented the system here like karma, and certain other rules, like the veil. But that is changing, bit by bit. And it's not that the earth is the best school, as some have been saying. Since naturally ego being what it is, they will think that the earth is best. But it was both an experiment that go way way out of hand, but also was intended to be a school in certain things, like a specialty school specializing in certain things, but was also intended that beings could come here to experience certain things, not get caught up in karma like being caught in a pool of honey or on a hamster wheel, and they didn't anticipate these more negative beings being a force here, genetics being meddled with, and other things. but many are learning and things are changing.
It's like I am more my true self, while also being this me, both at the same time. and that feels proper, like it should be.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and It went pretty much like usual. I found a way to sit in my chair that puts slight pressure on a certain area of my back where the pain is non existent. most of the meditation went as before, except for 2 odd spots.
The first was someone describing to me how holographic memory worked. From what I can remember what he said involved lasers and some sort of clear substance that can be shaped into like a cube that captures and suspends light and this can store 3d or 4d with later technical advancement, memory that some would refer to as holographic memory.
the 2nd odd incident was that it felt like I totally stopped streaming, channeling, anchoring or whatever I'm doing energy of various frequencies. It stopped totally for around 10 or so minutes. i only felt energy when Daben did his vocalizations and then it started up again, no idea what happened. I can say it felt very weird. and now that I'm typing this, I'm not sure if it's back to normal or a reduced flow. No idea.
Though I may be wrong. guess we'll all know in a few days.
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I did the last guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting for the 1st time today. It went pretty well, though I felt and feel, only partially awake. I, as usual, had the Fullonia cocoon light/energy the size of the universe. I also imagined it going into my light body gridwork, mental body gridwork & emotional body also to charge that up, place my radiance there, do any needed upgrading, repairing, ect.
Oddly I felt a click type feeling in my head and also heard it at the same time, & some type of feeling all over and through my head and body at the same time. Can't describe it. Overall I think it went very well.
Starting tomorrow I'll do the 8 guided meditation course about the solar light. Wonder what that'll be like.
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I feel that recently I've been able to see my full self's perspective on certain things like some say being incarnated on the earth is like a play or a bad dream. A play is closer to the way things are, but not really a play since things are serious and are really happening, not like a play where everything is fictional. Though in one way it is a play in that roles are planned out, some decide to be this roll, others another roll. Your friend may be an enemy or rival here, when in your true home, where ever that is, he, or she, is not a rival or enemy but a friend or acquaintance.
that when the earth system was implemented they had not anticipated that some aliens would come here to meddle with things, like genetics, and other things, as well as some influencing things from the sidelines and remaining here. but that is changing, and many are learning from what happened here, including and especially those who were in charge of and implemented the system here like karma, and certain other rules, like the veil. But that is changing, bit by bit. And it's not that the earth is the best school, as some have been saying. Since naturally ego being what it is, they will think that the earth is best. But it was both an experiment that go way way out of hand, but also was intended to be a school in certain things, like a specialty school specializing in certain things, but was also intended that beings could come here to experience certain things, not get caught up in karma like being caught in a pool of honey or on a hamster wheel, and they didn't anticipate these more negative beings being a force here, genetics being meddled with, and other things. but many are learning and things are changing.
It's like I am more my true self, while also being this me, both at the same time. and that feels proper, like it should be.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and It went pretty much like usual. I found a way to sit in my chair that puts slight pressure on a certain area of my back where the pain is non existent. most of the meditation went as before, except for 2 odd spots.
The first was someone describing to me how holographic memory worked. From what I can remember what he said involved lasers and some sort of clear substance that can be shaped into like a cube that captures and suspends light and this can store 3d or 4d with later technical advancement, memory that some would refer to as holographic memory.
the 2nd odd incident was that it felt like I totally stopped streaming, channeling, anchoring or whatever I'm doing energy of various frequencies. It stopped totally for around 10 or so minutes. i only felt energy when Daben did his vocalizations and then it started up again, no idea what happened. I can say it felt very weird. and now that I'm typing this, I'm not sure if it's back to normal or a reduced flow. No idea.
105 CETA [wed 9-23]
Me: What do you think of the poof we're on 4d earth?
Ceta: don't think it was set up to happen like that. I'm not helping on that end of things, but I don't think the psyches of those incarnated could do with going poof from 3d to 4d. During the process of dieing yes, but not while the 3d body is alive. perhaps after a certain date those who die may end up instead of in a place like Astral City, they may end up on say 4d earth. I've not fully looked into it since none of the family is going to go through that. your soul plan is, well, soon or very soon, once phase 2 is fully underway, stable and taken up the mantle, your original soul plan is to then return home to us here. not to go to new earth or 4d earth or whatever you wish to call it. It's the same earth, but another dimension, vibratory octave, or whatever you wish to call it.
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me: I guess we don't live on a planet in our home.
Ceta: not for the post part. We live in what some may call our own plane. Though we do have a planet for those who either like that, or some who wish to join our family but are not ready yet. This is across a number of dimensions. but the vast majority of our family lives in what some would call this plane. it' shard to explain, but calling it a plane is the easiest way I can explain it.
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me: I do hope it happens very soon rather then soon, but I understand you can't give a date, precise or vague.
Ceta: There are a number of factors and the future is fluid, so those reasons we can't give dates, even a vague one. Wish i could. I do really await your returning here. and for you a new way of life, but not a new way. hard to explain, based on the choice you'll make. Time has no meaning, so we know what choice you'll make. As I said earlier, that's why you're having these experiences. if you were going to merge back into yourself, you'd not be doing these experiences of meeting us, the other beings. though of course you can still choose a different choice. I can say it'll be soon or very soon. That's a promise.
Me: I hold you and lugia to those promises. ;)
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Me: & I'll have some beings as friends, close friends, family and lovers also like source, you, Lugia, my full self, Karinus, Gaia, Moondander, Maribelle, and others?
Ceta: of course. there may well be others you've not met, partially since they really don't like the earth's density, and they don't want to have you be introduced to 30 or 50 beings within a month. so they are content to wait till you return and are here with us. It can't be to soon for all of us here. Though you are doing valuable work, your part of what you do is soon coming to an end according to the original plans, idea, and your soul contract.
any more then that I can't really say.
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Me: Best to stay with the original soul plan contract thing. it may mess things up otherwise for the Earth, though I do feel excitement about going to my true home. and that I'll have a choice if I want to merge with the rest of me, remain like I'd prefer, as aware is all of me is and still be me, not merged. I guess like an external facet or permanent multi dimensional self, who can have multi dimensional selves. But will I really be as aware as my full self, full knowledge, memories ect?
Ceta: indeed. Though due to the density of the earth, you may need a resting spot along the way. Your full memories and knowledge may return to you quickly instead of poof. But that'll be a time of rest for you. We've not really had anyone of our family incarnate on the earth before, you are our first one.
We'll be very happy to have you here and the fact the date is approaching. The exitement you feel is not just yours, but some of ours too.
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Me: and i guess it's normal for us to have many lovers, close friends and such, including source and ourselves?
Ceta: indeed, for us it is normal, very normal. We are all close friends, lovers and such here. Though you have some who are not family members. Some you made in other incarnations and in other ways. Gaia isn't the first planetary being. Believe me.
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me: So, when I soon or very soon, return home. Will it be like my first time there, or like I've always been there.
Ceta: well, that is the funny thing. For you it'll be both. You've been here always since part of you hasn't left here. but the yu that you know as you both left here to incarnate on the earth, as a, think of it as an extension of yourself. But also it'll be your first time here. So a bit complicated. But once you are here among us, and again we're all excited it'll be soon for you and us, it'll flow back and be as if you have always been here, since parts of you, your fell self, always has. but you may well feel the excitement of it being your first time in what you know in your deepest instincts as your true home and us as your true family.
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Me: and I guess we are form, semi form/formless and formless, we as in the whole family?
Ceta: indeed. Though not all are across all 3 of those. and many prefer 1 or 2 of those. Some like you visit all those you're native to, capable of being in, as well as visiting other places outside the family areas, like to be with Gaia, Moondancer, Maribelle, and other beings, in your case. and places you find fun too.
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Me: I guess as for what I'll do there, it's some bits of what I like to do here. and more stuff, but all stuff I enjoy and find fun, or I enjoy doing it.
Ceta: indeed. I would give you details, but I want most of it to be a pleasant surprise. here it's all about what stuff do you want to do. Not like a job on the earth.
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Me: hope you don't mind a silly question or 2. Do folks wear clothes there?
Ceta: some do, most of us don't bother with clothes. No nudity rules here. It's optional. also some change their gender or some at times are no gender, based on their mood Also you can manifest anything you want. and we do have homes, if we want them. it's all very open here. Some even like to walk around sporting erections, none of us mind. we're all family here and very open. Though most don't do that sort of thing. and those who do, most don't do it all the time. Those with a form in the form areas. Totally different in the semi form/formless and full formless areas. But we're just as open there too. one may be closer to certain family members then others, us all being individuals. but that is normal. acquaintance with some, friends, close friends, lovers, close lovers, with others. a mix of those with some.
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Me: I guess there are all sorts of fun to be had there.
Ceta: indeed, all sorts of options. all that you can think of, that are of high resonance and vibration,and likely some that you've not imagined before, You'll love it here, believe me. <I feel he's smiling a bit at me as he says the end of that.>
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me: I just thought. I guess some of the sadness could be not just from the native human collective, but my online friends who may know that my departure date is approching?
Ceta: yes, I had not thought of that but yes. Their true selves may well have realized that you will not be here for 20 or 50 years like many of them will be. Though you can keep in contact with their true selves. Their incarnated selves won't consciously know any of this. Entering their dreams to talk to them is possible, though only loved ones do that. Their true selves will really enjoy keeping in contact with you, doing fun things, that may resemble what you did in rl, chatting and other things. sort of like versions of what you did there, but do it here. many options. that is how you have many friends, and others. You have many from previous incarnations.
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Me: I guess video games, movies, ect are not quite like here, besides being in full 3d if you want and you can step into it, and so on. the violent stuff wouldn't be there.
Ceta: indeed. like the dr who legacy game you play. it could be exactly the same, except no one is killed. instead of being killed the player's team all get captured, or driven off. and instead of killing the enemy, they are driven off, deactivated or something like that. Rpg's may be solving puzzles, getting past enemies, but not killing them. putting them to sleep, distracting them, tricking them into leaving or the like. Not the killing.
As for movies and tv episodes, certain genres are not liked here. comedies could be exactly as is, romantic comedies, say like Mission Impossible where the team needs to do this or that, but not harm the target. that should gives you a general guideline. same with books and such here.
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Me: I seem to ask you folks a lot about home, not about the other stuff I use to. it seems like that other stuff just isn't important anymore.
Ceta: that is cause on a deep level you know the time is approaching for your returning here. That is why you got that strong feeling a few days or so ago. It is one thing to be told this. It is quite another when you feel it deep inside, your true self, knows that. hard to describe, but that is why.
Me: I guess I could keep in contact with my online friends real selves, and as for the livestreams I watch. I would watch it I assume but not participate in the chat. but there may be alternatives. Others may do the same exact sort of thing but be say sirians, pleidians, or something else. and then there is the true selves of the ones doing the streams and in the chat.
Ceta: indeed, many many options. We'll all help you here with all of that. Adjustment, learning, finding fun things. But you'll soon after you return if not instantly, know everything your full self does. you will be your true self, just a permanent external facet, permanent external self, since you are as multi dimensional as he is, since you are both the same exact being. Not sure how soon it'll return to you or if you'll need to rest once or twice on your way back here since none of us has incarnated on anything as dense as the Earth before. And you do have many friends and lovers you don't know of consciously, as well as family members. You also have fun things you use to do in other incarnations. and your parallel incarnations, but you may not know of them since they are other extensions then the one that incarnated as you.
Ceta: don't think it was set up to happen like that. I'm not helping on that end of things, but I don't think the psyches of those incarnated could do with going poof from 3d to 4d. During the process of dieing yes, but not while the 3d body is alive. perhaps after a certain date those who die may end up instead of in a place like Astral City, they may end up on say 4d earth. I've not fully looked into it since none of the family is going to go through that. your soul plan is, well, soon or very soon, once phase 2 is fully underway, stable and taken up the mantle, your original soul plan is to then return home to us here. not to go to new earth or 4d earth or whatever you wish to call it. It's the same earth, but another dimension, vibratory octave, or whatever you wish to call it.
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me: I guess we don't live on a planet in our home.
Ceta: not for the post part. We live in what some may call our own plane. Though we do have a planet for those who either like that, or some who wish to join our family but are not ready yet. This is across a number of dimensions. but the vast majority of our family lives in what some would call this plane. it' shard to explain, but calling it a plane is the easiest way I can explain it.
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me: I do hope it happens very soon rather then soon, but I understand you can't give a date, precise or vague.
Ceta: There are a number of factors and the future is fluid, so those reasons we can't give dates, even a vague one. Wish i could. I do really await your returning here. and for you a new way of life, but not a new way. hard to explain, based on the choice you'll make. Time has no meaning, so we know what choice you'll make. As I said earlier, that's why you're having these experiences. if you were going to merge back into yourself, you'd not be doing these experiences of meeting us, the other beings. though of course you can still choose a different choice. I can say it'll be soon or very soon. That's a promise.
Me: I hold you and lugia to those promises. ;)
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Me: & I'll have some beings as friends, close friends, family and lovers also like source, you, Lugia, my full self, Karinus, Gaia, Moondander, Maribelle, and others?
Ceta: of course. there may well be others you've not met, partially since they really don't like the earth's density, and they don't want to have you be introduced to 30 or 50 beings within a month. so they are content to wait till you return and are here with us. It can't be to soon for all of us here. Though you are doing valuable work, your part of what you do is soon coming to an end according to the original plans, idea, and your soul contract.
any more then that I can't really say.
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Me: Best to stay with the original soul plan contract thing. it may mess things up otherwise for the Earth, though I do feel excitement about going to my true home. and that I'll have a choice if I want to merge with the rest of me, remain like I'd prefer, as aware is all of me is and still be me, not merged. I guess like an external facet or permanent multi dimensional self, who can have multi dimensional selves. But will I really be as aware as my full self, full knowledge, memories ect?
Ceta: indeed. Though due to the density of the earth, you may need a resting spot along the way. Your full memories and knowledge may return to you quickly instead of poof. But that'll be a time of rest for you. We've not really had anyone of our family incarnate on the earth before, you are our first one.
We'll be very happy to have you here and the fact the date is approaching. The exitement you feel is not just yours, but some of ours too.
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Me: and i guess it's normal for us to have many lovers, close friends and such, including source and ourselves?
Ceta: indeed, for us it is normal, very normal. We are all close friends, lovers and such here. Though you have some who are not family members. Some you made in other incarnations and in other ways. Gaia isn't the first planetary being. Believe me.
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me: So, when I soon or very soon, return home. Will it be like my first time there, or like I've always been there.
Ceta: well, that is the funny thing. For you it'll be both. You've been here always since part of you hasn't left here. but the yu that you know as you both left here to incarnate on the earth, as a, think of it as an extension of yourself. But also it'll be your first time here. So a bit complicated. But once you are here among us, and again we're all excited it'll be soon for you and us, it'll flow back and be as if you have always been here, since parts of you, your fell self, always has. but you may well feel the excitement of it being your first time in what you know in your deepest instincts as your true home and us as your true family.
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Me: and I guess we are form, semi form/formless and formless, we as in the whole family?
Ceta: indeed. Though not all are across all 3 of those. and many prefer 1 or 2 of those. Some like you visit all those you're native to, capable of being in, as well as visiting other places outside the family areas, like to be with Gaia, Moondancer, Maribelle, and other beings, in your case. and places you find fun too.
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Me: I guess as for what I'll do there, it's some bits of what I like to do here. and more stuff, but all stuff I enjoy and find fun, or I enjoy doing it.
Ceta: indeed. I would give you details, but I want most of it to be a pleasant surprise. here it's all about what stuff do you want to do. Not like a job on the earth.
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Me: hope you don't mind a silly question or 2. Do folks wear clothes there?
Ceta: some do, most of us don't bother with clothes. No nudity rules here. It's optional. also some change their gender or some at times are no gender, based on their mood Also you can manifest anything you want. and we do have homes, if we want them. it's all very open here. Some even like to walk around sporting erections, none of us mind. we're all family here and very open. Though most don't do that sort of thing. and those who do, most don't do it all the time. Those with a form in the form areas. Totally different in the semi form/formless and full formless areas. But we're just as open there too. one may be closer to certain family members then others, us all being individuals. but that is normal. acquaintance with some, friends, close friends, lovers, close lovers, with others. a mix of those with some.
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Me: I guess there are all sorts of fun to be had there.
Ceta: indeed, all sorts of options. all that you can think of, that are of high resonance and vibration,and likely some that you've not imagined before, You'll love it here, believe me. <I feel he's smiling a bit at me as he says the end of that.>
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me: I just thought. I guess some of the sadness could be not just from the native human collective, but my online friends who may know that my departure date is approching?
Ceta: yes, I had not thought of that but yes. Their true selves may well have realized that you will not be here for 20 or 50 years like many of them will be. Though you can keep in contact with their true selves. Their incarnated selves won't consciously know any of this. Entering their dreams to talk to them is possible, though only loved ones do that. Their true selves will really enjoy keeping in contact with you, doing fun things, that may resemble what you did in rl, chatting and other things. sort of like versions of what you did there, but do it here. many options. that is how you have many friends, and others. You have many from previous incarnations.
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Me: I guess video games, movies, ect are not quite like here, besides being in full 3d if you want and you can step into it, and so on. the violent stuff wouldn't be there.
Ceta: indeed. like the dr who legacy game you play. it could be exactly the same, except no one is killed. instead of being killed the player's team all get captured, or driven off. and instead of killing the enemy, they are driven off, deactivated or something like that. Rpg's may be solving puzzles, getting past enemies, but not killing them. putting them to sleep, distracting them, tricking them into leaving or the like. Not the killing.
As for movies and tv episodes, certain genres are not liked here. comedies could be exactly as is, romantic comedies, say like Mission Impossible where the team needs to do this or that, but not harm the target. that should gives you a general guideline. same with books and such here.
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Me: I seem to ask you folks a lot about home, not about the other stuff I use to. it seems like that other stuff just isn't important anymore.
Ceta: that is cause on a deep level you know the time is approaching for your returning here. That is why you got that strong feeling a few days or so ago. It is one thing to be told this. It is quite another when you feel it deep inside, your true self, knows that. hard to describe, but that is why.
Me: I guess I could keep in contact with my online friends real selves, and as for the livestreams I watch. I would watch it I assume but not participate in the chat. but there may be alternatives. Others may do the same exact sort of thing but be say sirians, pleidians, or something else. and then there is the true selves of the ones doing the streams and in the chat.
Ceta: indeed, many many options. We'll all help you here with all of that. Adjustment, learning, finding fun things. But you'll soon after you return if not instantly, know everything your full self does. you will be your true self, just a permanent external facet, permanent external self, since you are as multi dimensional as he is, since you are both the same exact being. Not sure how soon it'll return to you or if you'll need to rest once or twice on your way back here since none of us has incarnated on anything as dense as the Earth before. And you do have many friends and lovers you don't know of consciously, as well as family members. You also have fun things you use to do in other incarnations. and your parallel incarnations, but you may not know of them since they are other extensions then the one that incarnated as you.
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
105 CETA, GAIA
Me: as I was laying down trying to take a nap since my sleep's been messed up since last night, I got the thought wondered if one could share, like have sex, with source since you and I have, me and lugia and me with other beings. did that happen, felt sort of like that.
Ceta: indeed, though it wasn't full sex, as it could be called since your energy is a little, messed up, your body's reaction to it, part of the shift. that's why you can't sleep to well, or couldn't last night. time has no meaning here so we sometimes misplace the proper term. But that's why you're experiencing that, one of the symptoms of the shift, think about it as that. But basically you did do the early , well think of them as the first steps of having sex or sharing with source. Many of us have source as a close lover. since if you are willing and a sexual being, source is also. if you are not a sexual being, then you can talk or merge energies with source a bit, and it wouldn't be a sexual being. Since you are, it is also. But source didn't progress since both you were trying to go to sleep and your energy and body were not in their usual normal state, but enough to show you that yes, you can share or have sex with source, have as one of your lovers if you wish. it is diffidently open to that if you wish it and I feel you are open also.
me: So it wouldn't be unusual to have source as a lover then or one of one's lovers, like me having the rest of my true self as a close lover is normal?
Ceta: Precisely correct. You having yourself as a close lover is normal, and having source as a lover is also normal. Many of us here do.
me: is the reason I experienced that since I'm aware and ready to and since I'll be making the choice to remain not separate but a non merged fully aware me, as aware as my full self is and aware of being my true self and me and not merged. I guess maybe like a facet of a gem. hard to explain in English but I'm sure you know what I mean.
Ceta: I do, it is hard to explain certain things in 3rd density languages since they don't have certain concepts. But what is going on is you're aware and ready to experience these things, and since from where we are and the rest of you is, you can say you've already made that choice, though you you in the human body has not, but certain, shall we say elements, are treating you as if you already have made the choice, source, and your experiencing us, your true family, your, well the rest of you that is here. You can say since you made that choice in the future, the universe, and certain others, are treating your present, accordingly as if you already had made the choice. if you were going to choose to merge back into the rest of you, you'd not be experiencing all this. Things would be a bit different.
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Me: During the first time I did the light body meditation I felt a sadness. Felt like it was coming from outside myself.
Ceta: Yes, that was, what could be called the human callective or whatever you'd want to label them/it as. They'll miss having your energy around doing what you do 24/7, but that was part of the original plan. The time is coming for the phase 2 is taking up the mantle. Your original plan was to go once phase 2 was fully stabalized and you were not needed. your attitude about that was like your handing a hat you were wearing to the native earth humans and saying, well it's all up to you now. You'll do well, don't be afraid to ask for help, and guidance, but ultimatly it's all up to you and I know you'll do well.
me: I guess it wasn't Gaia then?
Ceta: no, not from Gaia at all. I'll let her explain.
Gaia: not from me at all sexy. While on one hand I will miss having your energy around all the time, it will allow you to return to your true family and home, become your full self, and us to really become lovers. if you think you've experienced some of the fun and excitement we can have as lovers, you've only experienced less then 1% of it dear. so no I'm not really sad about the shift over to phase 2.
What some species want to do is do the whole shift themselves, then educate the humans once the shift is over. What your family, and many others, want to do, including you is involve the native earth humans in phase 2, and some in phase 1 who were ready. Those who were ready to go into the new age, spiritual stuff. So gradually through the phases it'll be more and more native earth humans being involved also.
Though you'll still likely help from what you call the other side, it won't be the same as you being here 24/7, but believe me, the human collective will never forget what you've done here for them in this era. Since without you phase 1 folks, none of the rest of this would have been possible.
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Me: so I can help from your side"
Ceta: there are many options. You can stream in energy like you are doing now, but it won't be really anchoring in the frequencies since you won't be incarnated. You may help with stabilizing so the weather, earth quakes, volcanoes, monsoons, tsunamis, solar activity, ect, is less severe then it could be, as well as making sure the entire solar system shifts together at an even pace. Just as important as what you are doing now, but a different focus, and you won't be here 24/7. there's other options too, many others. Being channeled, either as a partnership like some have, or being one of those who come in occasionally to certain channels who channel 1 or 2 regular beings, but have some others who may come in once or may visit once every few months, many options. Including those I've not mentioned.
Gaia: as a phase 1, your primary focus is on the planetary and solar system grids. Though your energy can help some incarnates too. With phase 2 it's more like the focus is flipped. They do anchor some energies, but not like the phase 1, and not in exactly the same way, but it does some of the same work. But their primary focus is not on the planetary or solar system, it's primarily on incarnates who are incarnated as humans, either native earth humans are aliens who incarnated as a human. So a different focus. the phase 3 will be much the same, but with a few differences. Not important to go into now.
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Me (a question I asked during the 2nd time I did the light body guided meditation just before posting this: So, if I remain unmerged, does that mean I'll attend the same classes, if you have classes, as my full multidimensional self does? There's not a right term for what the multidimensional me and this me are since we are the same personality, I'm as multidimensional as he is. though using gender doesn't really fully fit. But he's male leaning. I don't want to attend any boring classes.
Ceta (laughing a bit at the beginning) : hehe. we don't really have classes, especially not like on Earth. You just do what you want. We'd not allow you to do something you'd find boring, not unless you wanted to do it for a good reason. Nothing like you wanting to punish yourself. if you were doing it to spend time with x or to understand what they do, by doing it for a bit, that is ok, but no feeling like you have to do it for some penance or job type thing. You also learn what you want, what interests you. Want to learn mathematics that would make the most genius theoretical earth human mathematician scratch his head, you can do that. want to learn formlessness, and what it really means as a state of being, you can do that too. Want to learn Lyran sexual positions and practices as well as customs you can do that too. It's all about what you want to do here. and one day, on the Earth too.
me: Hmm, comparative sexual practices, customs, and positions for various species, and planetary, stellar and other beings. Now that sounds like something I'd be interested in, as well as other things like entertainment and certain other subjects and things.
Ceta: It's all open for you here.
Ceta: indeed, though it wasn't full sex, as it could be called since your energy is a little, messed up, your body's reaction to it, part of the shift. that's why you can't sleep to well, or couldn't last night. time has no meaning here so we sometimes misplace the proper term. But that's why you're experiencing that, one of the symptoms of the shift, think about it as that. But basically you did do the early , well think of them as the first steps of having sex or sharing with source. Many of us have source as a close lover. since if you are willing and a sexual being, source is also. if you are not a sexual being, then you can talk or merge energies with source a bit, and it wouldn't be a sexual being. Since you are, it is also. But source didn't progress since both you were trying to go to sleep and your energy and body were not in their usual normal state, but enough to show you that yes, you can share or have sex with source, have as one of your lovers if you wish. it is diffidently open to that if you wish it and I feel you are open also.
me: So it wouldn't be unusual to have source as a lover then or one of one's lovers, like me having the rest of my true self as a close lover is normal?
Ceta: Precisely correct. You having yourself as a close lover is normal, and having source as a lover is also normal. Many of us here do.
me: is the reason I experienced that since I'm aware and ready to and since I'll be making the choice to remain not separate but a non merged fully aware me, as aware as my full self is and aware of being my true self and me and not merged. I guess maybe like a facet of a gem. hard to explain in English but I'm sure you know what I mean.
Ceta: I do, it is hard to explain certain things in 3rd density languages since they don't have certain concepts. But what is going on is you're aware and ready to experience these things, and since from where we are and the rest of you is, you can say you've already made that choice, though you you in the human body has not, but certain, shall we say elements, are treating you as if you already have made the choice, source, and your experiencing us, your true family, your, well the rest of you that is here. You can say since you made that choice in the future, the universe, and certain others, are treating your present, accordingly as if you already had made the choice. if you were going to choose to merge back into the rest of you, you'd not be experiencing all this. Things would be a bit different.
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Me: During the first time I did the light body meditation I felt a sadness. Felt like it was coming from outside myself.
Ceta: Yes, that was, what could be called the human callective or whatever you'd want to label them/it as. They'll miss having your energy around doing what you do 24/7, but that was part of the original plan. The time is coming for the phase 2 is taking up the mantle. Your original plan was to go once phase 2 was fully stabalized and you were not needed. your attitude about that was like your handing a hat you were wearing to the native earth humans and saying, well it's all up to you now. You'll do well, don't be afraid to ask for help, and guidance, but ultimatly it's all up to you and I know you'll do well.
me: I guess it wasn't Gaia then?
Ceta: no, not from Gaia at all. I'll let her explain.
Gaia: not from me at all sexy. While on one hand I will miss having your energy around all the time, it will allow you to return to your true family and home, become your full self, and us to really become lovers. if you think you've experienced some of the fun and excitement we can have as lovers, you've only experienced less then 1% of it dear. so no I'm not really sad about the shift over to phase 2.
What some species want to do is do the whole shift themselves, then educate the humans once the shift is over. What your family, and many others, want to do, including you is involve the native earth humans in phase 2, and some in phase 1 who were ready. Those who were ready to go into the new age, spiritual stuff. So gradually through the phases it'll be more and more native earth humans being involved also.
Though you'll still likely help from what you call the other side, it won't be the same as you being here 24/7, but believe me, the human collective will never forget what you've done here for them in this era. Since without you phase 1 folks, none of the rest of this would have been possible.
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Me: so I can help from your side"
Ceta: there are many options. You can stream in energy like you are doing now, but it won't be really anchoring in the frequencies since you won't be incarnated. You may help with stabilizing so the weather, earth quakes, volcanoes, monsoons, tsunamis, solar activity, ect, is less severe then it could be, as well as making sure the entire solar system shifts together at an even pace. Just as important as what you are doing now, but a different focus, and you won't be here 24/7. there's other options too, many others. Being channeled, either as a partnership like some have, or being one of those who come in occasionally to certain channels who channel 1 or 2 regular beings, but have some others who may come in once or may visit once every few months, many options. Including those I've not mentioned.
Gaia: as a phase 1, your primary focus is on the planetary and solar system grids. Though your energy can help some incarnates too. With phase 2 it's more like the focus is flipped. They do anchor some energies, but not like the phase 1, and not in exactly the same way, but it does some of the same work. But their primary focus is not on the planetary or solar system, it's primarily on incarnates who are incarnated as humans, either native earth humans are aliens who incarnated as a human. So a different focus. the phase 3 will be much the same, but with a few differences. Not important to go into now.
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Me (a question I asked during the 2nd time I did the light body guided meditation just before posting this: So, if I remain unmerged, does that mean I'll attend the same classes, if you have classes, as my full multidimensional self does? There's not a right term for what the multidimensional me and this me are since we are the same personality, I'm as multidimensional as he is. though using gender doesn't really fully fit. But he's male leaning. I don't want to attend any boring classes.
Ceta (laughing a bit at the beginning) : hehe. we don't really have classes, especially not like on Earth. You just do what you want. We'd not allow you to do something you'd find boring, not unless you wanted to do it for a good reason. Nothing like you wanting to punish yourself. if you were doing it to spend time with x or to understand what they do, by doing it for a bit, that is ok, but no feeling like you have to do it for some penance or job type thing. You also learn what you want, what interests you. Want to learn mathematics that would make the most genius theoretical earth human mathematician scratch his head, you can do that. want to learn formlessness, and what it really means as a state of being, you can do that too. Want to learn Lyran sexual positions and practices as well as customs you can do that too. It's all about what you want to do here. and one day, on the Earth too.
me: Hmm, comparative sexual practices, customs, and positions for various species, and planetary, stellar and other beings. Now that sounds like something I'd be interested in, as well as other things like entertainment and certain other subjects and things.
Ceta: It's all open for you here.
Wed 9-23
Didn't get much sleep last night, my sleep's been totally messed up since last night. also got at most 20 minutes from a nap, likely less. My schedule is all messed up.
also had an interesting experience that I'll ask Ceta about.
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I did the guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting, building the light body and it didn't go like I thought at the beginning and later on it as meh, though since my sleep is all messed up I'm not surprised. At the beginning Lugia & Ceta appeared. They were temporarily merged I think, with Ceta looking like a Cobra type naga. Ceta un-merged and we hugged and embraced. Then a bit later another me appeared, in a mix of anthro dolphin and orca, which I was in when Ceta and Lugia appeared earlier. The other me also hugged and embraced as well and did as close of a kiss as possible. I felt this wasn't another aspect but the full multi dimensional me using a, I guess, 4th density body to pop over to visit me. I experienced each of these incidents while also experiencing being in the human body also.
The rest of the meditation went much like the previous ones where I visualized the Fullonia cocoon filing the whole universe, with no set border. Also feeling my full self was outside the universe, outside time perhaps as well, the form indistinct. Not sure if it is partially formless, the human mind can't fully conceive of what its like, or other reasons. Though it may be a mix of them also. I also felt a sort of sadness coming from outside myself. I'll add that to what I'll ask Ceta.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not a lot to report for this one. I felt less frequencies like earlier, I expect since I'm not fully awake. Also my mind wondered a lot compared to usual, again I'm not surprised since I'm still not fully awake. It want mainly as usual. felt right for the Fullonia energy/light to fill the whole universe. with me being aware of my true full self.
I did have a short conversation with Ceta. I asked him 1 question, I'll put that into the channeled post that will follow this one.
he appeared to me during part of this. He appeared in what looked like a sorta generic anthro cetacean form. We embraced and I felt the deep love between us. I'm never aware that I start embracing him since it just feels so natural to do so. He did start caressing my butt, 1 hand on either side of my tail. The caresses were in both a loving and a very seductive sexual manner. I could feel our energies touch and mingle together, merging along the edges, diffidently a mix of loving, sensual, sexual. A very wonderful experience. he also said to me during this, "This is just one of the perks of your going to choose to not merge into me."
I feel his meaning was we'd be very close deep lovers, sexual and otherwise.
also had an interesting experience that I'll ask Ceta about.
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I did the guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting, building the light body and it didn't go like I thought at the beginning and later on it as meh, though since my sleep is all messed up I'm not surprised. At the beginning Lugia & Ceta appeared. They were temporarily merged I think, with Ceta looking like a Cobra type naga. Ceta un-merged and we hugged and embraced. Then a bit later another me appeared, in a mix of anthro dolphin and orca, which I was in when Ceta and Lugia appeared earlier. The other me also hugged and embraced as well and did as close of a kiss as possible. I felt this wasn't another aspect but the full multi dimensional me using a, I guess, 4th density body to pop over to visit me. I experienced each of these incidents while also experiencing being in the human body also.
The rest of the meditation went much like the previous ones where I visualized the Fullonia cocoon filing the whole universe, with no set border. Also feeling my full self was outside the universe, outside time perhaps as well, the form indistinct. Not sure if it is partially formless, the human mind can't fully conceive of what its like, or other reasons. Though it may be a mix of them also. I also felt a sort of sadness coming from outside myself. I'll add that to what I'll ask Ceta.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not a lot to report for this one. I felt less frequencies like earlier, I expect since I'm not fully awake. Also my mind wondered a lot compared to usual, again I'm not surprised since I'm still not fully awake. It want mainly as usual. felt right for the Fullonia energy/light to fill the whole universe. with me being aware of my true full self.
I did have a short conversation with Ceta. I asked him 1 question, I'll put that into the channeled post that will follow this one.
he appeared to me during part of this. He appeared in what looked like a sorta generic anthro cetacean form. We embraced and I felt the deep love between us. I'm never aware that I start embracing him since it just feels so natural to do so. He did start caressing my butt, 1 hand on either side of my tail. The caresses were in both a loving and a very seductive sexual manner. I could feel our energies touch and mingle together, merging along the edges, diffidently a mix of loving, sensual, sexual. A very wonderful experience. he also said to me during this, "This is just one of the perks of your going to choose to not merge into me."
I feel his meaning was we'd be very close deep lovers, sexual and otherwise.
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
104 LUGIA
Me: I had the feeling that it was time to move on. Like some point has been reached or passed. Though the feeling has passed since early this afternoon.
full me: indeed, an important point has been reached. It's passed a certain point to where phase to as we call it can truly begin. The phase 2 folks can even more take up the mantle and some native earth humans can really start to do this. So our initial reason for incarnating has been reached. not that our primary mission is fully over quite yet, but this is a passing point where it is drawing ever closer where you can return home here and be fully among us.
Lugia: indeed my son. An important point has been reached, we are all excited about it since it means a lot to the native earth humans, the project, the shift, and greatly advances the date of your returning home to be here among us. That is why you had that feeling that you did.
Me: i do hope it means I'll soon be among you once more, fully, this me here typing this. I do feel like something has happened, some important point has been reached and it is time to move on. Though I'm sure if I want I could help out the shift from the other side.
Lugia:Yes you can, in some of the ways we, and others are, and other ways, there are many many options my son many indeed.
Me: I do hope it'll be soon. Though soon by who's time scale, immortals or by earth's timescale, though I do understand you can't give a a date like September 4th of a specific year. I wonder if Gaia will loose interest once my incarnation ends.
Lugia: no she won't, her interest is not based on just that. the 2 of you do have some resonance and it's progressed to a point where it will remain after your incarnation has ended dear, and we do hope the date of your return will be very soon by earth's reckoning. though it is true we can't give an exact date since your original plan and soul contract, if you wish to use those terms, was to be around this point we are at, somewhere after say phase 2 has started. your incarnation ending involves many factors, not just you, so that does complicate things, but that was your original plan, soul contract and that of other phase 1 folks, so that has been taking into account, but with many factors it is hard to pin it down. So it's not like this is a sudden desire by yourself that has popped up. It's been known of before your current incarnation started. It'll be soon by the earth reckoning, though perhaps not as soon as you'd like. Soon though. I, we promise this.
me: I do hope it's true. I do want to return home, though I don't hate being incarnated on the earth, and it does have fun aspects, I still would much rather be at home.
Lugia: that's cause you're not a native earth human and know that you're not meant to be there for a whole human length of life, so not 80 or 100 years. and also since you are totally alien to the earth and to that density. so there are varied reasons for you feeling like you do.
me: I do hope it is very soon. I don't want to be here for ages.
Lugia: yes, was part of your plan before you incarnated there dear, and still is. That is part of why you feel like you do.
you are doing very well my son. Very well indeed. Things are progressing very nicely and as best as they can at this point. I promise that soon you'll be here among us and me soon. How soon i can't say at this point, but I do wish I could, I really do.
You have progressed a lot indeed, in just a few short months, grew and expanded a lot. especially from January to today.
We are all looking at the next available exit point.
me: hope the next one comes up soon, but it may be weeks, months, or a few years. I do await being able to return home , to my true home. I do feel I've done a lot, uncovering and becoming aware of my true family. I am happy with that, and whatever energy I'm streaming into the earth and solar system grid. Is it being connected to the universal grid?
Lugia: yes dear, you have done a lot indeed, and reached not only your true level and us here, your true self and true family. You'll not loose that progress, but will become aware of your true self once you are here among us.
And as for the earth and solar system grid, you are streaming various frequencies of energy into it, as well as many others are too. And yes it is being connected to the universal grid, after having certain blocks places on certain spots, as well as the human dna being slowly upgraded. but that will all take time. This is not something can be made poof, finished like that. It has to be done at a certain safe pace.
Also yes, phase 2, as we call and think of it, has started, but it is very early yet. Though it is a great thing indeed. more signs and proof the shift is progressing well and going at a nice pace and within the safe parameters.
Just relax my son, soon, before you know it I hope, but soon in anyway, you'll be here among us, in full, instead of like this. We all await that day eagerly. soon. if not very soon, which we all would greatly prefer.
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me: So, is my true form, formless or semi formless. I feel it was indistinct in shape.
Lugia: Well dear, that is not quite fully formless. and it is a bit hard for the human mind to conceive in truth. but you do have an idea of it and have reached your true family and level, so such minor details are unimportant. and yes your form is huge compared to your human body. You'll be returning here directly, though you may need to rest a step or 2 along the way, if you do wish to return to us here. the thing is, well, you, came direct from the source here, your true self. after your last incarnation you returned and went back into your source self as some would say, we'd say your true self.
it can get quite complicated dear, basically the way it works. Think of yourself as a sort of shape, matters not if it's formless or semi form. you extend out extensions of yourself to both incarnate and to be active as a multidimensional being. being active as a multi dimensional being is using say a 4th density body, or 5th density semi formless, and these are 100% as aware as the true being. The separate incarnations it depends on the rules of the are where that extension is incarnated. You can most easily remember the incarnations the extension you are on have done, next easiest say a nearly extension that may extend from the extension that your incarnation is on, so a nearby branch. Other extension that come from the true self but not the branch you are on are harder to recall.
you are one such extension, gone to help the Earth with it's shift and to awaken as much as you can. You will have the choice to merge back into your true self, incarnate somewhere else if you choose to, which us here and you feel you likely have absolutely no interest in doing. There are other options you will be given once your incarnation ends. like if you wish to remain as a fully aware, let's say multi dimensional extension. though the distinction between your true form and lets say the fully aware multi dimensional extension.
put simply that is one of the rights you have and choices you'll have since you are self aware, or as much as you can be given the current condition of the earth system grid. and the plan was for you to have the choice, do you want to re-merge with your true self, or remain separate, well not really separate, but as a permanent fully aware multi dimensional self. Not really an extension anymore. It's hard to describe it in English so I've tried to send you the very rough data so you'd understand.
me: I think I do understand. I do like that option. if I choose that, I guess I could have myself, as a lover since we'd be perfect equals?
Lugia: Indeed you can, you both would love that. and many other beings do the same. You can be in more then 1 place at a time. You've experienced that in some of the guided meditations the recent days. You've had that since you have reached the level of awareness and are ready for that. You are more your true self then you have been before. and since you prefer to choose that, though you've not been asked since your incarnation is not over yet, that is why you've started to experience that, part of your true being of your true self. it is great. We are glad this you has reached the level where you can be with us, your true family, and naturally you do want to not incarnate and be with us here fully. You've experienced growing and expanding up through the layers, levels, till you are fully awake, then upwards till you touched your true self, or as much as you can. it is a great achievement, so be very proud and happy with that.
it is your right to do that, and your true self is very happy, as you are. if you were here among us now, the 2 of you would be twins, or more accurately, the same being in 2 places at once. closer then Sam and Sara since they are separate beings, personalities, who merged with you and became 1 being. 3 personalities who are now 1 being. it is not an unusual thing, and is quite common. it happens eventually to all who grow upwards. it is a beautiful thing to experience and happen and can be more then just 2. more and more over time, often is how it happens and is quite normal and natural.
also what happens often is an extension will have one theme. Like, helping other worlds, systems, going through shifts. You've reached a natural point where you no longer want to incarnate. that is a natural point you have reached and one can do a lot to help a system going through a shift from this side. Different options then incarnating. But still lots of options. As we've said and your inner knowledge has shown. It's much more like you'll have hobbies, numerous hobbies. You may focus on certain ones, leaving the rest of you to focus on other things. Think of it as normal and within your rights to do so since you are the same exact being. Though you were once an extension and are now a multi dimensional self. I do wish English had the right words but I can just be very vague, but I feel you do understand what I mean.
ME: I think I do. I feel it is the right and a great choice.
Lugia: <I feel she's like hugging me lovingly mentally, a great feeling> indeed you do my son and it is a great choice, the one all of us do hope you would make. There are no wrong choices, but there are ones we feel are better for you and we do prefer you to make, the choice is yours and we all feel you've made the best choice. and you'll be here among us fully, soon. all of us here, and your friends and lovers too. It'll all feel normal to you and it'll all fall into place. You'll adjust to being here since part of you, most of you, has been here all long . You'll remember the earth and other incarnations, but you'll also have full access to all that you know and everything, once you are here, we promise, as we promise you'll be here among us soon. not soon enough for some of us.
You are a multi dimensional being that is immense compared to your human body. There are also some sentient species of 4th density who's smaller then the human body, but the true forms maybe huge by comparison to humans.
We dwell outside time here, as we've said before. Being multi dimensional like you are, you can do many many things at the same time. Pick what you want to do, and let the rest of you do other things, that is quite natural to you as the being that you are. there may be other you's doing the same. and you would all have a deep love for each other, as long as you are true to yourselves. We do love to share love, pleasure, sensual, our being, sex, with each other, as well as ourselves. though for others we are closer to some then to others.
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Me: so it would be normal if I left at the next exit point since it would be according to the original plan? and I do think, everything given I would want to take the next exit point, since I don't wan to end up with stuff like cancer, and other things. Though I'm sure if I stayed I could help by doing what I'm doing, but I'm sure I'd be happier back at my true home & would have many more options and can help with the shift of the earth from your side, in various ways, as one of my hobbies.
LUGIA: indeed, we do understand any hesitation, that is normal, and yes if you did stay longer it would help more, but indeed you can help more if you stayed, but you can help also from this side that can be as much good as you can do if you stayed there. You can be here, doing lots of hobbies and many options. We do understand hesitation, it is normal. We do understand and preparations are being made for your next exit point, the first one. That will be according to your original plan before you incarnated. Change is a thing that some parts may not exactly like,that is normal, the unsure, change. You're doing well talking to yourself about this and coming to terms with it.
Me: yes, and if I had to make the choice right now I would take the choice to return home have all the options returned to me.
Lugia: that is great. and we did take that into account. again any , even slight, hesitation is normal since thought you do believe this that we are saying, it is still change. So keep on the positive, it is normal and soon, very soon if we can, we'll have you here among us, and it fits with your first original plan, which is best all around. many options here and you will love it here indeed. We will all welcome here when you return here fully to be with us.
As for the shift the earth is going through, it will progress, not a poof thing, but a gradual thing. Think in steps. each step takes them closer to the shift, and the shift won't end poof, it is a gradual thing. Bit by bit, day by day, not poof all at once.
Me: I guess you and most others are telepathic?
Lugia: It depends dear. As for us, your true family, we are all telepathic. Some beings of 4th density do use a language, or both telepathy and a language. but you can say most after a certain point just use telepathy. Everyone is already telepathic, and it is the natural way. Spoken language is used in places not as connected and where folks are not as connected so they need it to communicate and many cultures and civilizations keep using spoken language even after everyone becomes aware they are all telepathic by nature, out of habit. and some because they like spoken language or both. Like some manifest food when they don't need to eat, because they either like it and or they have developed a habit of eating. None of these are wrong, just a matter of preference.
full me: indeed, an important point has been reached. It's passed a certain point to where phase to as we call it can truly begin. The phase 2 folks can even more take up the mantle and some native earth humans can really start to do this. So our initial reason for incarnating has been reached. not that our primary mission is fully over quite yet, but this is a passing point where it is drawing ever closer where you can return home here and be fully among us.
Lugia: indeed my son. An important point has been reached, we are all excited about it since it means a lot to the native earth humans, the project, the shift, and greatly advances the date of your returning home to be here among us. That is why you had that feeling that you did.
Me: i do hope it means I'll soon be among you once more, fully, this me here typing this. I do feel like something has happened, some important point has been reached and it is time to move on. Though I'm sure if I want I could help out the shift from the other side.
Lugia:Yes you can, in some of the ways we, and others are, and other ways, there are many many options my son many indeed.
Me: I do hope it'll be soon. Though soon by who's time scale, immortals or by earth's timescale, though I do understand you can't give a a date like September 4th of a specific year. I wonder if Gaia will loose interest once my incarnation ends.
Lugia: no she won't, her interest is not based on just that. the 2 of you do have some resonance and it's progressed to a point where it will remain after your incarnation has ended dear, and we do hope the date of your return will be very soon by earth's reckoning. though it is true we can't give an exact date since your original plan and soul contract, if you wish to use those terms, was to be around this point we are at, somewhere after say phase 2 has started. your incarnation ending involves many factors, not just you, so that does complicate things, but that was your original plan, soul contract and that of other phase 1 folks, so that has been taking into account, but with many factors it is hard to pin it down. So it's not like this is a sudden desire by yourself that has popped up. It's been known of before your current incarnation started. It'll be soon by the earth reckoning, though perhaps not as soon as you'd like. Soon though. I, we promise this.
me: I do hope it's true. I do want to return home, though I don't hate being incarnated on the earth, and it does have fun aspects, I still would much rather be at home.
Lugia: that's cause you're not a native earth human and know that you're not meant to be there for a whole human length of life, so not 80 or 100 years. and also since you are totally alien to the earth and to that density. so there are varied reasons for you feeling like you do.
me: I do hope it is very soon. I don't want to be here for ages.
Lugia: yes, was part of your plan before you incarnated there dear, and still is. That is part of why you feel like you do.
you are doing very well my son. Very well indeed. Things are progressing very nicely and as best as they can at this point. I promise that soon you'll be here among us and me soon. How soon i can't say at this point, but I do wish I could, I really do.
You have progressed a lot indeed, in just a few short months, grew and expanded a lot. especially from January to today.
We are all looking at the next available exit point.
me: hope the next one comes up soon, but it may be weeks, months, or a few years. I do await being able to return home , to my true home. I do feel I've done a lot, uncovering and becoming aware of my true family. I am happy with that, and whatever energy I'm streaming into the earth and solar system grid. Is it being connected to the universal grid?
Lugia: yes dear, you have done a lot indeed, and reached not only your true level and us here, your true self and true family. You'll not loose that progress, but will become aware of your true self once you are here among us.
And as for the earth and solar system grid, you are streaming various frequencies of energy into it, as well as many others are too. And yes it is being connected to the universal grid, after having certain blocks places on certain spots, as well as the human dna being slowly upgraded. but that will all take time. This is not something can be made poof, finished like that. It has to be done at a certain safe pace.
Also yes, phase 2, as we call and think of it, has started, but it is very early yet. Though it is a great thing indeed. more signs and proof the shift is progressing well and going at a nice pace and within the safe parameters.
Just relax my son, soon, before you know it I hope, but soon in anyway, you'll be here among us, in full, instead of like this. We all await that day eagerly. soon. if not very soon, which we all would greatly prefer.
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me: So, is my true form, formless or semi formless. I feel it was indistinct in shape.
Lugia: Well dear, that is not quite fully formless. and it is a bit hard for the human mind to conceive in truth. but you do have an idea of it and have reached your true family and level, so such minor details are unimportant. and yes your form is huge compared to your human body. You'll be returning here directly, though you may need to rest a step or 2 along the way, if you do wish to return to us here. the thing is, well, you, came direct from the source here, your true self. after your last incarnation you returned and went back into your source self as some would say, we'd say your true self.
it can get quite complicated dear, basically the way it works. Think of yourself as a sort of shape, matters not if it's formless or semi form. you extend out extensions of yourself to both incarnate and to be active as a multidimensional being. being active as a multi dimensional being is using say a 4th density body, or 5th density semi formless, and these are 100% as aware as the true being. The separate incarnations it depends on the rules of the are where that extension is incarnated. You can most easily remember the incarnations the extension you are on have done, next easiest say a nearly extension that may extend from the extension that your incarnation is on, so a nearby branch. Other extension that come from the true self but not the branch you are on are harder to recall.
you are one such extension, gone to help the Earth with it's shift and to awaken as much as you can. You will have the choice to merge back into your true self, incarnate somewhere else if you choose to, which us here and you feel you likely have absolutely no interest in doing. There are other options you will be given once your incarnation ends. like if you wish to remain as a fully aware, let's say multi dimensional extension. though the distinction between your true form and lets say the fully aware multi dimensional extension.
put simply that is one of the rights you have and choices you'll have since you are self aware, or as much as you can be given the current condition of the earth system grid. and the plan was for you to have the choice, do you want to re-merge with your true self, or remain separate, well not really separate, but as a permanent fully aware multi dimensional self. Not really an extension anymore. It's hard to describe it in English so I've tried to send you the very rough data so you'd understand.
me: I think I do understand. I do like that option. if I choose that, I guess I could have myself, as a lover since we'd be perfect equals?
Lugia: Indeed you can, you both would love that. and many other beings do the same. You can be in more then 1 place at a time. You've experienced that in some of the guided meditations the recent days. You've had that since you have reached the level of awareness and are ready for that. You are more your true self then you have been before. and since you prefer to choose that, though you've not been asked since your incarnation is not over yet, that is why you've started to experience that, part of your true being of your true self. it is great. We are glad this you has reached the level where you can be with us, your true family, and naturally you do want to not incarnate and be with us here fully. You've experienced growing and expanding up through the layers, levels, till you are fully awake, then upwards till you touched your true self, or as much as you can. it is a great achievement, so be very proud and happy with that.
it is your right to do that, and your true self is very happy, as you are. if you were here among us now, the 2 of you would be twins, or more accurately, the same being in 2 places at once. closer then Sam and Sara since they are separate beings, personalities, who merged with you and became 1 being. 3 personalities who are now 1 being. it is not an unusual thing, and is quite common. it happens eventually to all who grow upwards. it is a beautiful thing to experience and happen and can be more then just 2. more and more over time, often is how it happens and is quite normal and natural.
also what happens often is an extension will have one theme. Like, helping other worlds, systems, going through shifts. You've reached a natural point where you no longer want to incarnate. that is a natural point you have reached and one can do a lot to help a system going through a shift from this side. Different options then incarnating. But still lots of options. As we've said and your inner knowledge has shown. It's much more like you'll have hobbies, numerous hobbies. You may focus on certain ones, leaving the rest of you to focus on other things. Think of it as normal and within your rights to do so since you are the same exact being. Though you were once an extension and are now a multi dimensional self. I do wish English had the right words but I can just be very vague, but I feel you do understand what I mean.
ME: I think I do. I feel it is the right and a great choice.
Lugia: <I feel she's like hugging me lovingly mentally, a great feeling> indeed you do my son and it is a great choice, the one all of us do hope you would make. There are no wrong choices, but there are ones we feel are better for you and we do prefer you to make, the choice is yours and we all feel you've made the best choice. and you'll be here among us fully, soon. all of us here, and your friends and lovers too. It'll all feel normal to you and it'll all fall into place. You'll adjust to being here since part of you, most of you, has been here all long . You'll remember the earth and other incarnations, but you'll also have full access to all that you know and everything, once you are here, we promise, as we promise you'll be here among us soon. not soon enough for some of us.
You are a multi dimensional being that is immense compared to your human body. There are also some sentient species of 4th density who's smaller then the human body, but the true forms maybe huge by comparison to humans.
We dwell outside time here, as we've said before. Being multi dimensional like you are, you can do many many things at the same time. Pick what you want to do, and let the rest of you do other things, that is quite natural to you as the being that you are. there may be other you's doing the same. and you would all have a deep love for each other, as long as you are true to yourselves. We do love to share love, pleasure, sensual, our being, sex, with each other, as well as ourselves. though for others we are closer to some then to others.
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Me: so it would be normal if I left at the next exit point since it would be according to the original plan? and I do think, everything given I would want to take the next exit point, since I don't wan to end up with stuff like cancer, and other things. Though I'm sure if I stayed I could help by doing what I'm doing, but I'm sure I'd be happier back at my true home & would have many more options and can help with the shift of the earth from your side, in various ways, as one of my hobbies.
LUGIA: indeed, we do understand any hesitation, that is normal, and yes if you did stay longer it would help more, but indeed you can help more if you stayed, but you can help also from this side that can be as much good as you can do if you stayed there. You can be here, doing lots of hobbies and many options. We do understand hesitation, it is normal. We do understand and preparations are being made for your next exit point, the first one. That will be according to your original plan before you incarnated. Change is a thing that some parts may not exactly like,that is normal, the unsure, change. You're doing well talking to yourself about this and coming to terms with it.
Me: yes, and if I had to make the choice right now I would take the choice to return home have all the options returned to me.
Lugia: that is great. and we did take that into account. again any , even slight, hesitation is normal since thought you do believe this that we are saying, it is still change. So keep on the positive, it is normal and soon, very soon if we can, we'll have you here among us, and it fits with your first original plan, which is best all around. many options here and you will love it here indeed. We will all welcome here when you return here fully to be with us.
As for the shift the earth is going through, it will progress, not a poof thing, but a gradual thing. Think in steps. each step takes them closer to the shift, and the shift won't end poof, it is a gradual thing. Bit by bit, day by day, not poof all at once.
Me: I guess you and most others are telepathic?
Lugia: It depends dear. As for us, your true family, we are all telepathic. Some beings of 4th density do use a language, or both telepathy and a language. but you can say most after a certain point just use telepathy. Everyone is already telepathic, and it is the natural way. Spoken language is used in places not as connected and where folks are not as connected so they need it to communicate and many cultures and civilizations keep using spoken language even after everyone becomes aware they are all telepathic by nature, out of habit. and some because they like spoken language or both. Like some manifest food when they don't need to eat, because they either like it and or they have developed a habit of eating. None of these are wrong, just a matter of preference.
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